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Welcome Sue Im a big fat girl trying to lose weight
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//Saturday, January 31, 2009 12:25 PM
Sorry
 Yesterday accidentally press the auto gate button and my dog .... stuck there !!!!! so pain ~ ! i dunno where is him now ....... once i open my gate , he run away ~ i am really very sorry ! i didn see u entering my house !! later i will go find him back ~ should i send him to a vet ?I gotta see how serious his condition is ..... Ahhhh i hate auto gate ! Also scolded by mom ... 1 am very late ? i dun think so , its new year okay ? why dun u say scold me because of the dog incident , dun use the reason of saying i come home late ... On the first day of new year , i come back at 3 am ~ but u said nothing ... and yesterday is the fifth day only ... Arghh just forget about it ... u started to show ur weird behavior since dad , sis and bro gone back ... dun worry i will be going back tomorrow ... i just couldnt study when u are around ... stop nagging me , i know what am i doing .... and dun use me as ur release anger tools when u r pissed off .... Also , im no longer ur little girly Susie ! Im 18 going on 19 !! Thats all and i still love u and papa ~ [ maybe i love papa more ] Just now saw an quite meaningful article ... It takes three seconds to say I love you , three hours to explain it and a wholelife time to prove it . Nicee ~ [ I think i lost my "sibling" , we were so far , no longer the best ..... why did i lost everyone that i aprreciate ? ]
//Thursday, January 29, 2009 11:52 PM
Fireworks + Binging
If u live in my house area then u will know what does it feels like in the war .... Every chinese new year , those RICH family will buy lots firecrackers just like my neighbour ~ Buy RM600++ firecrackers every year ... Buy something that u light up and sounds like "phewww boop boop boom phewwww boop boom ~" and sparks on the sky , and then the money gone ! Well , i love to watch those fireworks but i will not buy it ... Fireworks is a very common thing in my house area ... when u eating , surfing net , toilet-ing and even sleeping ... u actually will awake by those fireworks ! Some sounds like having war , suddenly BOOOOOOOM !!! ... thats y every night u will hear it till sien (during chinese new year season only ) However , it feels lonely when u hear them cheering after the fireworks , they sounds so happily ... but me ? so lonely blogging here alone with nobody ... T-T Oh ya ,i hate a house that next next next to me ... their firecracker is soooooo ANNOYING ! those super noisy lousy firecracker ! freak my dogs out and they ran away to hide under the car ... =_= if they dare to throw one firecracker towards my dog , i swear i will blast their house out ! Enjoy a few photos that i took with my crappy hp ... teehee ~       I've been binge-ing this for 4 days and IM FAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN !!!!!!!! Look at my tummy ... it is so damn scary !!!!!! OMFG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   LOOK ! It is sooooo LONG !!!! So tempting baby ! Oh ya wish my dearest Daddy Louise happy belated birthday ! Tadaa ~ on January 28 ! Opps Sorry =D [p/s : Finally someone sms me ~ who is it ? ]
// 11:41 PM
About A Girl
This song is extremely cool ! I think this song is about him being in love, but she doesn't notice him. And he's like in denial that the song is about her when it really is. He just doesn't wanna feel stupid for loving someone who doesn't love him back. This song is TOTALLY about a girl ... Aha ~ i love it ... enjoy ~ One song about a girl I can't breathe when I'm around her I'll wait here everyday In case she'll scratch the surface She'll never notice I'm not in love This is not my heart I'm not gonna waste these words About a girl Last night I knew what to say But you weren't there to hear it These lines so well rehearsed Tongue tied and overloaded You never notice I'm not in love This is not my heart I'm not gonna waste these words About a girl I'm not in love This is not your song I'm not gonna waste these words About a girl To be loved, to be loved What more could you ask for To be loved, to be loved Everyone wants To be loved, to be loved What more could you ask for To be loved, to be loved Everyone... I'm not in love This is not my heart I'm not gonna waste these words I'm not in love This is not my heart I'm not gonna waste these words About a girl I'm not in love This is not your song I'm not gonna waste these words About a girl [p/s : But anyways i'm so over it now and i'm not gonna waste these words about you]
// 9:46 PM
Lost & Insecure
Exam is around the corner ... no is outside my door now ... GOSH ~ i havent study yet ! where my heart gone .... so so far away ... away from exam ... where my mind is .... where to find them back .... i want them back ... sometime tears fall for no reason , i dunno why does they keep falling apart .... but there must be something behind these tears ... just i dont know ... which tear is for which incident .... Can you figure it out ? Sister and Alex back KL , Bro will go back tomorrow .... I will be super lonely without them .... Its no longer a chinese new year without them .... For me , my chinese new year will be ended after my bro back to KL which means tomorrow ... Any way to stuck those notes into my brain and last for a week ? eat it all ? My feelings is so confused between chinese new year and exam .... this year is a weird new year for me ..... the feeling aint strong and not as excited as last year .... it feels like an ordinary gathering that puts us together to gamble and "gaining weight" ~ *sigh*
//Tuesday, January 27, 2009 6:10 PM
Gamble Spreeeeee ~
What a must do thing during CNY ? . . . . . Of course , GAMBLE ! too bad i've been losing a lots of money these 3 days ~ Pooooor ! we gathered at CK's house ~ ( CK , Veeiean , Chee Eng , Seng Le , Kk , Jackson , Joseph , Allen , Agatha , Jia Qi , Jonathan and Alvix ) Jackson and Joseph win lots of money !! duh duh duh ~ drank a glass of red wine ~ get high ! but not drunk ~ My face is soooooo red ~ LOL really happy gathering together on that night ... Btw i hate ppl cheat ! WHAT A LOSER + ASSHOLE ~ are u that desperate ? f ...  Jonathan , Me and Kk ~ [ bad cards ! ] My baby V Kk ( my bf ..? just kidding he is my BFF ) My Cutie , CK V's Hubby , Chee Eng Jonathan ~ the curl Jackson ~ the winner !!!! Joseph ~ Mr Lee Hom Misss Agatha ~ the laughter Jia Qi ~ the sexy Alvix Yeppie ! Special Ang Pau which spells my sir name ! HOME ! Not drunk !To Be Continue ....
//Sunday, January 25, 2009 4:53 PM
Happy Chinese New Year !
3 more hours to go and i will While having lunch with all family members , my brother praise me for the very first time since 19 years ! Every year he will pinch my "spare tyre" which means my fats on my stomach ~ ! But he didnt pinch me this year .... OMG this year so weird that he looked at me and said "hey u slim alot" ... Phewwit ! Once in my whole life time ~ The very first time ... Wah at that moment i think i could fly .... Because my bro is a very mean person ... everytime saw me then pinch me and tease or insult me ... Suddenly feel that my brother is so damn handsome ! Wahahaha ~ Nobody stop me from eating now .... whatever i eat .... Usually they will say hey fatty stop that ... that is very fat ! then keep on say Aiyoyo ~ I can eat whatever i like now ... they wont bother ! Wooo yaaa ~ But i will still control myself ~ Lalalala ~ Last but not least , Wish everyone a very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very Happy Chinese New Year !  [ Are you happy now ? LOL ] [ p/s : HAVENT START MY REVISION FOR FINAL !!!!!!!!]
// 12:15 AM
Baby V is back !
Well , my baby V is back from KL ! Yeppie ~ She definitely meet her baby first and im the second T-T ... she came to my house just wanna wrap present , also she bring along her hubby ~ ahhh so noisy in the phone and always kacau me in msn [ neh , now kacau-ing me in msn again ~ say miss me again ! =_= ] , but when he came to my house ... walaoooo u cant imagine how silent he is .... and sooo shy ~ Sai hei lah , also dunno shy for what ... Chit chat chit chat and think back those silly things we done ~ those funny video ~ and miss the times we in high school ~ Seng Le and Boon Hui sit behind us and always kacau us ...so happy together , laugh everyday ~ Wish we could go back to the times we were so happy together .... I miss those days !!!!!!! I miss them !!!!!!!!!! I wish we will always be besties forever and ever ever ever ~ Also , she gossip with me about her lala classmates that always lied and follow others ~ Duh , thank god u found some other friends u can rely on ... at least u can mix with her well ~ After that , her hubby suddenly said want to eat ice =_= ~ and he asked me got ice ? [weird] then i said we go out yum cha la ~ Then she said wanna go to the what " shit ta latte " shop , really shit =_= ... i told her d , dun go ... oklo she wan try ~ then we go in ... a unknown waitress trying to speak english with us ... Ok fine , dun try to show off pls ~ Little sister ... Then , we ordered our drinks and Veeiean ordered a piece of American Cheesecake ~ Sound very nice right ? Oh god ... it will be the first time also the last time ... The quality aint that good ( bad ) , then dun sell so expensive la ~ Overall my latte mocha still okay okay lar ~ After that we went back luh .... My dad is back and with a hamper ~ I love to detach those hamper since im young ~ when im young , there are a lotsss of hampers when CNY but now got one only ... T-T Economic crisis ? got relate de meh ? Nvm la ... then we use the ribbon tat attach at top of the hamper to decorate our doggie ... haha ~  The American Cheesecake .... . . . . . . Look at our face expression then u will know ~     Our doggie ...aha look so funny with the ribbon ~ She has a crowded teeth , need to put on braces ? Its funny that she cant close her mouth completely without showing her crowded teeth ~    This dunno what what seaweed ~ makes me addicted to when i try the first bite ... So delicious and crunchy ! I gotta eat it as much as i can ( not much actually ) because my bro will back tomorrow ... He is like those food hunter or hungry ghost ... eat eat eat eat eat but very thin ~ SO UNFAIR ! 
Tomorrow night will be the day of gaining weight so gonna work out with sister again in the early morning ... Wohoo ~ i think im addicted to jogging ? Feel so uncomfortable that i didnt jogging today ...
//Saturday, January 24, 2009 2:57 PM
Angus Thongs And Perfect Snogging
 Go check this movie out ! Oh duh , so god damn FUNNY ! She is a teenager just like me ~ always wanna try something new such as *snogging* and dating ! So hilarious ! I think Georgia ( main actress ) pretty cute ~ LOL im so envy the ending ... Lately i think that being a single soooo fine but after watching this movie , it makes me wanna dating , aaa ~ wanna have a bf ~ how sweeeeet ! I wonder the scene in this movie will happen in real life ? aha ~ which boys doesnt want a pretty gf but a ugly gf ? But a boy in this movie CUTE ! Duh i wish i were Georgia in this movie ... so cute having such bf who does not care her appearance but her inner heart and personality ~ movie is just movie , back to reality bah !   
// 12:25 PM
Differences
Sister came back yesterday and she bought me a dress from Haute Couture ( By Eric Choong , Top 10 Malaysian Fashion Designer ) ~ guess what ? Its a kimono dress !!!!!!! i was like OMG ~ Yea , one of the hottest looks of this spring has to be the kimono dress... Elegant for evening, yet casual enough for day wear, the kimono dress is both versatile and flattering ~ Look at these celebrities and models ~ They look good at it ...    But look at me ? Ewww ~ . . . .   
Yea , i know i look super FUNNY ~ T-T More alike sleep wear when i wear it ~ Also look short and fat ! Gotta find some way to wear it like my style ~ My sis keep on said yea ! wear it ... so pretty ! Im wondering when can i wear it ? U r not expecting me to wear to uni , do you ? Owhh ~ i guess i will be wear it when im with you ~ Oh yaya she asked me to stay with her at KL , she wanna bring me to have a course of facial there ~ Because she cant stand how bad my skin r ~ She wanna turn me into pretty girl ! She said she will fetch me to KL when sem break ~ She said lots of thing ... Promise me so many things , u better do it ! Dont break promise ... Or else i will be very upset ~ Oh ya ~ Hooray ! Sister is back with her *ahhemm* , Alex ~ He is not as shy as before ... Owh he talk to me ~ Before that , argh he just extremely SHY ! Tomorrow my brother will back , ahh he will be super NOISY and ANNOYING ! i will never let him touch my laptop ... Today they ( Sis and Alex ) will work out with me and jogging with me ... Pray that i will not faint or die ... They were like those sport maniac , muscles everywhere ~ but me ? Fat everywhere ~ ~ *finger crossed*
//Friday, January 23, 2009 3:57 PM
CK is 19 !
 Finally 4 of us ~ my skin looks like burnt out ! what ya doin ? random   again ?     this look weird ~ the feeling so weird  ahh ~ this is much better         Happy Birthday CK !Ermm should i start from 21 of January , 8.30 pm ... i text Kk and asked him how we gonna celebrate CK's bday ~ then he got no idea ... And i came out an idea which is give her a suprise by standing outside her house without letting her know at 12 am ~ So at 9pm i go and fetch Kk then we go to buy a cake ~ i thought the shop dunno what "shit ta late" got sell higher standard cake because each piece of its cake cost RM5.50 ~ Oklo , i thought something like very classy ~ mana tahu ... 1st - Lack of cakes ! 2nd - Ugly cakes ! 3rd - bad attitude and service ... instead of going such lousy place , so we went to Just To Eat - the only best cake shop in town ( i think ) ... i saw the big and round cake ... awww im dieting man ! it makes me bloated when i looked at it ... I guess we couldnt finish it , so Kk and i bought 3 pieces of cake and ask for 10 candles ... Paiseh Paiseh =X After that , we went back home and Kk said wanna do homework ... then i surf net lor ~ then he started to play with me ... Play webcam with Allen , search information for our upcoming gadget ! Woohoo ~ finally he wanna buy the same phone as mine ~ both of us buy together must be cheaper ~ i guess ? Pheww cant wait for the new gadgets we gonna owned soon ! At around 11.45 pm , we prepared and go to Ck house ... Kk call Ck and chit chat for a while ... Pretending ~ Then i busying light up the candles ~ Its so windy that night , so i had a rough time lighting it and eventually i burnt my thumb ! T-T Then i teached Kk how to get Ck out from her house .... a very lame technique which is ask her to come out see the moon ! Lying her its a full moon ~ a innocent 19 years old Ck really believed and came out ... Ahaha then we sing a birthday song to her ! She was so suprised ! Yeah ~ we did it ... In the next day , we went to Al-Fresco to celebrate with her again ~ however i missed one person which is my lovely sister - Seng Le ~ Sorry bout that ... So , we had our very first drink - Mocktail ... Okay ~ it sucks to the max ! Just a more expensive fruit drinks with better name ~ Mine , Love Potion ~ argh just peach mix this and that ~ whatever la ... rm6 , okla ~ just not worth it ... Next time i will try something new instead of mocktail =_= After that , we went McDonald drive thru and bought a Twister Fries and McFlurry ! Im glad that i didnt eat any of it ~ not even one bite ! They keep on seduce me ESPECIALLY the McFlurry ! Aaaa luckily ... Pheww if not im gonna run for 10 rounds at Speedy Field ... Oh ya forgot to mention i run 5 rounds at Speedy Field yesterday ! So happy i break my record that i can run non stop for 5 rounds ! Cooo-ool , gonna run again today ... Can i run more than 5 rounds today ? Okayyy back to topic.... After that , we went to The Store , wanna play race car ~ we havent play for that since last year ! I really miss the days we went there play with my friends ! However , its closed ! Okayy then we will go and play it today ~ After that , when they fetch us back ... we sing a chinese new year song together in the car ! LOL ~ and Kk accidentally press to a radio channel which is 988 ~ its ghost story telling ! ahaha we listen in the car for 10 ++ minutes .... Its not scary , kinda fake actually =D Last but not least , CK HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! You are older now ! Hahaha 19 years old !
// 12:52 PM
Broken Strings
Artist: James Morrison feat Nelly Furtado
Song: Broken Strings Let me hold you For the last time It’s the last chance to feel again But you broke me Now I can’t feel anything When I love you, It’s so untrue I can’t even convince myself When I’m speaking, It’s the voice of someone else Oh it tears me up I try to hold on, but it hurts too much I try to forgive, but it’s not enough to make it all okay You can’t play on broken strings You can’t feel anything that your heart don’t want to feel I can’t tell you something that ain’t real Oh the truth hurts And lies worse How can I give anymore When I love you a little less than before Oh what are we doing We are turning into dust Playing house in the ruins of us Running back through the fire When there’s nothing left to save It’s like chasing the very last train when it’s too late Oh it tears me up I try to hold on, but it hurts too much I try to forgive, but it’s not enough to make it all okay You can’t play on broken strings You can’t feel anything that your heart don’t want to feel I can’t tell something that ain’t real Well the truth hurts, And lies worse How can I give anymore When I love you a little less than before But we’re running through the fire When there’s nothing left to save It’s like chasing the very last train When we both know it’s too late (too late) You can’t play on broken strings You can’t feel anything that your heart don’t want to feel I cant tell you something that ain’t real Well truth hurts, And lies worse How can I give anymore When I love you a little less than before Let me hold you for the last time It’s the last chance to feel again I love this song ... i heart his voice and nelly furtado's ~ Its really a good song even though i dunno what the lyric actually mean ... Its confusing (" how can i give more when i love you a little less than before " then ~ " let me hold u for the last time "? ) Huh ? but nevermind ~ i just love the song ! Everyone gogogo hear it !
//Thursday, January 22, 2009 1:00 PM
Sagittarius
Recieved a random email from unknown ? Its about Sagittarius ~ I only agree with those italic grey sentences , others argh im not that kind of ~ Eventually its just a article , dun take it seriously ~ . . . . . . 射手座终极分析 乐观与忧愁：射手座人的内心不是外表看上去那么乐观的，因为喜欢看的远，容易担忧的事情也就多，在他们的字典里，即使现在好，也不一定代表未来好，有时候很多人觉得很好的一个工作或一个伴侣，他们很轻易的就会放弃掉，可能只是因为一个毫不起眼的小原因。所以，这样的外在表现，就让人们觉得他们不喜欢被某件事情或某个人束缚住，追求自由的，没有压力的感觉。 现实：常说射手座是追求梦想的人，但往往忽略了他们现实的一面，算计起来不会比处女座差哦，只是更高明更隐藏罢了。射手座人的梦想是必须建立在现实的基础上的，一般他们很少谈及自己的梦想，而是实际的去做一些向梦想靠拢的事情。如果可以借巧力完成的事情，决不会多花一点工夫。所以有时候射手座也容易给人耍小聪明的感觉。可是，不得不承认他们完成的还满不错。也许终其一生，他们都在考虑怎么巧妙的做一些事情，花最少的精力去达到最好的效果。所以，很多射手座看上去让人们会觉得很懒，但是其实他们的大脑可没有停下过思考现实的事情。 拒绝低俗：几乎所有的射手座内心都是骄傲的，其程度绝不亚于狮子座。只不过他们不会显现在脸上，外在的表现总是随和的，恰当的。可是内在有着极强的自尊心，敏感也情绪化。因为射手座人心中是骄傲的 ( Got meh ? =X ) ，所以他们拒绝低俗，不喜欢任何俗气的、粗鲁的事或人。如果可以，他们希望一切有关的事物，都是优雅的、高尚的，值得品味的。而真正能让他们觉得值得交朋友或谈恋爱的人是很少的，虽然表面上他们是很随和的 多情：很多人说射手座多情，尤其是男性。其实在射手座人的心目中，对于爱情确实有理想化的倾向，和他们谈恋爱，是一件高难度的事情。他们非常讨厌俗气的人，所以你不能很物质或喜欢谈钱，但是他们又很现实，所以你不能一文不名，各方面也必须有一定的实力。物质与精神，你必须平衡的刚刚好，才让他们觉得你值得去爱。或者，你有足够的神秘感，可以让他们不知道你的缺点在哪里，而盲目的爱你。( Hahaha ! ) 一般，当然是没有完美无缺的人的，所以，可能象金牛座这样永远会让射手感觉捉摸不透的闷闷的人，会非常吸引他们；或者象双子那样，足够机智，懂得察言观色，捕捉他们的情绪，才会让他们感觉到爱情的甜蜜。一般射手的感情模式是，第一阶段，你们还不熟悉，他（她）爱上了你，非常热情。第二阶段，你们逐渐熟悉，而他（她）开始龟毛，整天挑剔你的毛病，无论是背地里还是当面。如果你有幸通过他（她）的挑剔过程，基本挑剔出的毛病为零或者你把缺点保密的非常好；那么进入第三阶段，他们就又是忠诚和热情的爱人了。( Ahhemm ~ ? ) 但是基本能通过第二阶段的人非常少，所以有了射手多情一说。其实射手对恋人的挑剔，是源于对爱情的挑剔，对丧失自由感的恐惧。 射手座人的人生，往往是幸运的，因为他们是聪慧的、明朗的、通透的。与众不同，也许是他们终生追求的梦想，希望每一个射手人，可以找到他们的梦想！ 人人都说射手座是感情的骗子，对爱情不尊重，只追求片刻的快感，是花心与冲满欲望的象征。朋友们…你们了解射手座最真实的一面吗？ 射手座是大孩子，天真与善良，遇到爱情时，可能让人感觉不认真，付出的比谁都少。可是，知道吗？射手座很想爱，却也很怕爱！刚开始他们只是慢慢的付出，谨慎的爱，好怕自己会受伤。可是在一句一句的爱，一天一天的相处下，射手座把带刺的防备丢掉，开始不顾一切的去爱他们所爱的人，在别人眼中，只是射手座为了达到某种目的而作的行动。可射手座不介意，他会在自己幸福的想象中陶醉，希望对方能感受自己的爱，想对方觉得与自己一齐是幸福的。 在射手座爱上了一个人，他会把自己放到最后。有苦自己承担，可能会因为吵了一场小架而不开心，却也是最快认错，无论谁的错，他们都会包容，知道吗？射手座会因为深爱一个人而原谅他的背叛，会因为你的一句话付出很多。他们爱玩，在玩的同时，也希望把那一份好心情带给你，射手座是乐观的。 ( how kind i am ~ ~ ) 人们总觉得射手座的世界很快乐，可是呢？射手座难过时没有人知道，他不想让别人可怜自己，射手座不坚强，可是很善良 ( sometimes ? )。在你难过时哄你开心，让你有依靠，分手后，他会哭者去想属于你们俩幸福的回忆，也不想爱的人因为同情而勉强和他一齐。他比谁都希望自己爱的人快乐幸福，却常常忽略了自己，全身都是伤也笑着告诉你，我很好不用担心。( Got so pity meh ? I dun think so ~ most probably i will curse him to death LOL ) 在所有人看到他的笑容以为他没事，却不知道失恋对射手座有多大伤害，华丽的外表下有一颗脆弱的需要别人了解和安慰的心。知道嘛？你的一点关心，心思细腻的射手座会记得你对他的好，把自己的爱毫无保留的送给你，射手座是不被了解的，可他们不会怨谁。他们会傻傻的认为，让我承担吧 ( can i call this as responsible ? )，别让别人也受到伤害。所以，不要让快乐的射手座痛苦，别让他们最有魅力的笑容成为掩饰痛苦的伪装，认真爱射手座。你会知道射手座的爱，是充满泪水的… ( i still dun think that Sagittarius got so kelian ? ) [p/s: Sagittarius aint that pity anyway ~ Why does it sound like we r the victim ? ]
//Wednesday, January 21, 2009 8:26 PM
Homecoming
Argh ... i hate homecoming (sometimes) ... Once i get into the car and my mom start to nag me ! nag nag nag nag till im arrived home ....then she drove 10 km/h or 20 km/h maximum ... imagine how far and how long the road is ......... GOD !! so annoying !!!
She finally stopped when im home , because i straight away locked myself in my room ... and pretending i wanna bath ~ THANK GOD ! Then Emily text me and ask me to go out ... Okay ~ then we chit chat outside ....Then suddenly i heard ppl scream "SUE !!!!!" whoa !! i freaked out and shocked ! Then i saw a bunch of siao po's ! ahaha Mei Kit , Yennie and Camie ~ Yeeppie ! So excited to see them ... i stand there and chit chat with them for like half an hour ....? gossip here gossip there , memang GOSSIP GIRLS ! hahahaha remember the days we went tuition ~ So fun together ... Yennie getting cuter , Mei Kit getting prettier and Camie getting sweeter ~ hahaha promise that we will hang out during CNY ya ~ Miss them lotss ... we definitely wont missed out our buddies ~ Bee Koon ( Lou Gu Po ) , Veeiean , CK and Agatha ! Yeppie ! cant wait to see them on CNY ! ~ Argh boys boys boys ~ All (Mostly ) is the same ~ Change lover like changing clothes , easy and fast ... selfish and irresponsible ! what comes around what goes around ~ #@$!^#%@$#@ *finger crossed*
// 12:33 AM
F
Open your eyes , Open up wide ... Like im not real ... Burning with a lost stare ... Thats when i decided ... I gotta be independent ! Miss independent ... Da da da da ~ Hate to rely on ppl who showed f*cking faces Wish i were a boy then it would be so much easier ! Screwed up ! Da da da da ~ xoxo But how am i gonna trust in you again ? Sigh ~
//Tuesday, January 20, 2009 6:01 PM
For Mrs Goh
This article is for my dearest baby V... Yesterday i PURPOSELY bring it back to Kampar just because of YOU !! Kamu lah !! the lovely dovey ~ said i didnt wear ? Okay im wearing now FOR YOU ! U better read this article , Miss Veeiean a.k.a Mrs Goh !!!!! Everytime say im very heartless , throw away the shirt u bought for me and never wear it !!!  Ignore the messy table ~ By the way , cant wait to see u during CNY !
// 1:45 PM
Beaut
 Im so speechless and u r so impressive ... Dont know what should i say ~ its so difficult and u still struggling with it ... Impressive !! Sometimes , there are some kind of things are not meant to be and not suppose to be happened ... Nothing is 100% but sometimes its just impossible ... Why dont accept the facts ? Btw , there are no such thing as " Nothing lasts forever And i am so ... speechless right now ....
//Monday, January 19, 2009 11:46 PM
Spotlight
 Are you a man who loves and cherishes and cares for me?
Is that you? Is that you? Is that you? yeah Are you a guard in a prison, maximum security? Is that you? Is that you? Is that you? yeah Do we stay home all the time cuz you want me to yourself? Is that you? Is that you? Is that you? yeah Or am I locked away, out of fear that I’d find someone else Is that you? Is that you? Is that you? yeah Well, I don’t like living under your spotlight Just because you think I might find somebody worthy Well, I don’t like living under your spotlight Baby if you treat me right, you won’t have to worry Is this a relationship, fulfilling your needs as well as mine Is that you? Is that you? Is that you? yeah Or is this just my sentence, am I doing time? Is that you? Is that you? Is that you? yeah Oh If this is love, real, real love, then I’m staying no doubt Is that you? Is that you? Is that you? yeah But if I’m just loves prisoner, then I’m busting out Is that you? Is that you? Is that you? yeah Oh, you oughta be ashamed of yourself What the hell do you think you’re doing? Loving me, loving me, so wrong Baby, all I do is try To show you that you’re my (my) one and only guy (only guy) No matter who may come along Open your eyes cuz baby I don’t like [ This song is dedicated to all boys ! especially for those control freak ~ somebody who exerts an excessive control over others own life ... Boy no need to worry about the girl if u r treating her right ~ So... ]
// 10:43 PM
Pause !
 Ahhh just now discussing where we gonna go when sem break with ... Cant wait for the sem break ~
Genting ? Pangkor ? Penang ? and so much more ~ [ Bon Voyage ! ] Yeapie ! we gonna have fun ! We are so busy keep looking for the information to go here and there ~ Room rates and so much more .. We gonna spend alots of $$$ !! God , im gonna be a super saver now ... Still have to wait for his situation and answer , also whether my lies can hold my parents ~ Whoops ... i will be dead if they knew it ! Thank god , my mom and dad doesnt know bout my blog ! Sorry for that because they are just being over protected on me , NO for this NO for that ... What also dangerous =_= What also CANNOT ! So .... I was soooo busy look for this and that till .... Alvan msg me ask me study r ? then i only realize i havent study yet !! ahhh ~ its time for study now ... But... Im still waiting ... Wait for chinese new year .... Wait for my new phone ! [ FINALLY ! ] Wait for exam end .... [ Yeppie ! ] Wait for sem break .... Wait for travelling with my buddy .... Wait for sem 2 result ! =___=" Wait for sem 3 start ~
// 1:11 PM
Annoyance
 Too many of worries...
Too many of lies... Too many of tears... Too many of locks... Too many barriers... Just too many of barriers... Girls just wanna have fun ~ Wish i could do whatever i want ...
// 12:33 AM
Weirdo
Recently , why so many Unknown ? Weirdo ?
Asking hp number just in the next second after added u ... Are u crazy or nuts ? Even play webcam with me ? Argh ... Play another stuff , Dude ... Dont u have other things to do rather than doing such boring stuff ? Forcing me to give u hp number ? Ahh ... u must be outta ur mind ... Why do i need to think so much excuses to reject u ? I will just block u instead of thinking those excuses ... This is not arrogant but this is not the way to make friends ~ U want my hp number , okay ~ But take it slow ... I havent know who the hell u r ... And u r asking for my hp ? Ridiculous ! Am i right ?
//Sunday, January 18, 2009 11:29 PM
PAIN !
I felt soooo PAIN !!! T_T My Legs ! Ouch ! Here i will explain why ... Friday - Play "Jumping Frog" with Seng Le then run with him ~ He challenge me see who will surrender first ~ Of course , me ... will not surrender so easily ... So we keep on jump till nearly faint then only stop ~ Okay nobody lose nor win ~ So ...FAIR and SQUARE ! Saturday - Went jogging in the early morning with Alvix at Speedy ~ The determination came from a McDonald french fries that i ate on friday night ! Its soo damn fattening babe ! I gotta run to lose the fats away ~ So , i jog slowly around the field for 3 rounds non stop ~ I dun feel like im jogging but flying ...My leg does not feel tired but my feet hurt because i wear the Puma shoes which is not a running shoes ~ So i gotta stop after the third round ~ After that , accompany Alvix go market eat breakfast ~ i eat nothing but looking at him ... after half an hour then i only started to eat ... i ate 2 diet cookies which is low calories ! Sunday - I woke up and found out my leg barely cant move .... SO PAIN BABY !! Walk on the stairs also pain ... squad also pain ... sit also pain ... what also pain ... but i still insist go to jog with CK and KK at Speedy again ... this time i jog for 2 rounds non stop only because my feet injured ... for the first round , i already feel the pain and i endure till i ended the second round ... When i remove my socks and found out its injured ... PAIN ! but this is not the most pain overall ... My muscles started to feel pain NOW ! i really barely cant move now .... i think i need a wheel chair ~ But it will not stop me from exercising ~ i will still jogging to lose some weight before chinese new year , i wanna look good on chinese new year... even though my friends said im slimmer now but i dun think so , look at those fats on my legs and tummy , Ewww DISGUSTING...IM STILL A FAT ASS ! Coming home will cause me gain weights ! Mama always cook cook cook and bought me chocolates walnut brownies , banana cakes , sushi , and scallop porridge ! SCALLOP i love that to the max ! thats why , everyday i will remind my mom not to cook ! Pheww ~ i will keep on exercise till i drop , nothing gonna stop me ~ haha whatever pain , i will endure to get the perfect shape ... Come on everyone lets exercise ! Oh ya hope i will not gain weight during chinese new year and back to the Old Fatty Sue .. No junk foods , No soft drinks , No oily or fried foods , No CHOCOLATES ( HELL NO )! No spicy foods ... Gambateh ! Currently listening to : Love Remains The Same - Gavin Rossdale Love his voice !
// 12:45 PM
K.K Belated Birthday ~
       Speechless =_= Wahaha Myself Hard to see her smiling teeth ~  Why she look so fierce ? We are sisters ~ Exhausted ? Birthday Boy ~  Hendry and K.K   CK ~ As u can see , how bored we are ... Ah Pek =_=  Ugly cake but taste very nice ! Mocha Mousse ~K.K's birthday is on 13 of January ...Too bad that i couldnt celebrate with him on that day , but we did talk on the phone ~ And we celebrate his 19th birthday on 16 of January ~ Yeah , he is old now ... His birthday celebration really .... quite ... pity .... Im sorry for that ... I dunno how to give him suprise ~*Sigh* Less ppl ( 5 persons only ) + Weird environment ( No place to go ) ... Sadly that his 19th birthday celebration wasnt that as suprising and exciting as my 18th birthday celebration that they gave me ... Feel sorry for him ... ahh ~ Havent even bought a present for him ... Btw , they also havent give me my present ! LOL ~ fair fair ~ Besides , we missed one buddy which is Allen , he went to KL and shopping with his sister ... K.K must be very miserable ~ Ahaha , Cheer up ! We will have fun next year , i guess ? Anyway , HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO KK !
//Saturday, January 17, 2009 9:20 PM
Bi Li Ba La ~
 Where is my mind ? Gotta stop fooling around ... Its time for study ... But ... But ... But ... Currently does not have any mood for study ... Nonono ... I gotta work hard ~ Sem 2 ended ... So fast ... Thinking back those days we suffered for assignments ... Sleepless and restless nights ... Thinking everything that happened on me ... So many things has changed ... Nothing lasts forever ... I will leave the past behind as a happy memories and experiences ... And look forward ~ Will i have a bright future ? Its all in my hands ... So , Go study bah ! All the best and good luck for my friends in final exam as well as STPM candidates ~ [ Oh ya , Derrick Hoh 's new songs really nice ] - 今天過去 , 你走天橋 我走地下道 , 我捨不得 , 我的連續劇 , 我相信 and 逆時針忘記 - Another , 不是不明白 - 梁静茹 [ Strongly recommend for "Poker Head" XD ] Also , thanks to Alvix for intro me so many nice songs ~
//Friday, January 16, 2009 1:21 PM
Back
I'm going back hometown ~
Woohoo ~ Just finished my last presentation, Webpage Design ! Another class is at 2 pm and all of us , i mean ALL ! Whole TB6 skipped it !! Hahahahaha ! Cooperate TB6 ! Mr Chee u eat urself lah ! Go and teach ghost bah ! Yeah ~ Semester 2 Ended ! Now left Final Exam !!!!
//Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:23 PM
Love
 Awww , Dont be sad anymore , He does not deserve you to be sad like this ... He is not a good guy ... Why should we cry for a guy like this ? Be tough ~ Maybe he is just not suit u ... Think in positive way , Poker Ass ... For me , i really cant stand such guy ... But i know u love him very much ~ I dont know what to say ~ So all i can say is ... Gambateh bah ...
// 3:15 PM
Owh
Argh im stucked by the HTML ,
Instead of wasting of my time change and fix it , I just go for the simple , But it is just TEMPORARY ! Everyone dont panic ! Let me repeat ... TEMPORARY ~ After my exam , i will change my blog into a whole new look ~ Promise xoxo
//Wednesday, January 14, 2009 1:47 PM
My First Time
[ xxx i deleted 2 photos of mine , i cant stand it whenever i look at it ... just too ugly xxx ]
  My SWEET and PRECIOUS Blood Look at the needle ~Yesterday .... i donated blood for the very first time ... It started when Sin Yee called me and asked me wanna go donate blood , i said yeah ! lets go ... before that , we promise to go donate together ... then we skipped the writting for business tutorial and go for blood donation ~ Then , when we arrived , i was like soooo excited and quickly fill in the form ... Sin Yee very scare and i keep on comfort her .... hahaha ~ she wanna to donate blood but very scare ... the most scary fact is that need to measure my wieght ... wuwuwu somemore without shoes and stand on it .... and he write 63 kg !! So embarassing =_= OKAY IM FAT ! quickly hide it and run away ... Then Sin Yee and i queue-ing up while watching others donating ... I does not feel scare at all until i saw how big the needle is !!! i keep on comfort Sin Yee dun scare but myself very scare !! then both of us hugging together ~ wuwuwu ~ after that , i go and check my blood pressure ... mine is normal but then ...Sin Yee's is too low ~ means that i donate alone lor ~ aaa ~ then i quickly call Mi , Yee Shan , Sing Ee to skip the class and come and support me ... hahaha ~ then they say okok , coming luh... after that , i go and check my blood ... it cut me a little bit and put dunno what type of chemical substances ~ then i go to next station ~ which is check my information ... i suddenly saw he tick the box that 3 packs ... which means i need to donate 3 bags of blood ? i was FREAKED OUT and shouted HARRR ??? Then he explains to me that single packs is donate 300ml and three packs is donate 400 ml , just different 100 ml only ... if u donate single pack means u can save 1 life , if u donate 3 packs means u can save 3 lifes ... Then i said oklo ~~ saves more ppl life , which is me ! Yes it is ! Hahaha ~ After that , Carmen come and scare me how big the needle is and how pain it is ~ Ahhh ! Then the nurse guide me to the bed ... Then i am soooo nervous ! because the neddle is so HUGE !!! Sin Yee keep on comfort me , then Phoi Yeng comfort me ~ and Elaine ... hahaha ~ Elaine keep on ask me hows ur studies to separate my attention on the NEEDLE ! Thank you guys ! Hahaha she did it ... The nurse put the small needle into my blood vessel first ... its just pain a little bit ... Then the HUGE needle put into ....and it does pain ! but not as pain as i expected ... Phew then i keep on move my hand to pump blood ... I pump it really fast because i scare to lie on the bed .... So scary .... They said wow ur blood flow very fast ....haha then Rae come and take my photo ~ LOL very fast then i finished ... Then , the nurse take out the needle and does not pain at all ... Then she asked me to lie on the bed ... i doesn want because very scary , feels like going to a operation =_= ~ When i stand up, Sin Yee hold me and asked am i okay ? Erm i dun really think so ~ because eat abit of corn only ... then i didn sleep more than 5 hours ~ So ... feel like flying ... Then i drink Milo that they gave me ... Feel abit better ... After that , Mi , Sing Ee and Yee Shan only came ~ LATE liao laa ~ then i trying to stand up and walk ... i feel dizzy ~ nvm la ...i still can stand it ~ Phewwwwwwwwwwww ~ Be a donor to save a life !
//Monday, January 12, 2009 10:10 PM
Working On It
Hmm ~ New layout of my blog ... Im still changing it ... the scroll makes me headache ... I need it to be plus size ~ so it would be easier to read ... Headache ~ HTML ~ If you wanna see my bloggie press there >> A /B and press C / D / E and so on ~ enjoy !
// 6:36 PM
KUSO ~
 I heart him !Wahaha , so many January intake students ... Our campus was like SO MANY PPL ~ because Degree students are back too ...Plus us ~ Woohoo ~ the cafeteria almost cant fit us in ... Even the bread also almost sold out ... Apa hal ni ? Today we couldnt find parking ... =_= and we have to peek who is leaving and follow them , wait them to leave ... dont u think its a too little bit of exaggerated ? It was like searching parking some kind of shopping mall ~ Ahaha ... Then we had our presentation today ... Also the premiere show of our advertisement ... Hahaha , tutor definitely love it because she even ask us to copy into her pendrive ... The whole class laugh , cheer and applause ~ hmmm seems like we did it ... Yeapie ! For the Marketing presentation , we presented it very fast due to the reason of a group is presenting it like a tortoise ... xxxx ....the given time is 10 minutes and u guys talk so many crap for what ? What bluetooth scanner ? how is that possible ? bluetooth photo into the scanner for what ? Really humpy dumpy ! Then we need to present it like driving train ~ Feeeeeeeeewww ~ I aint hate the leader but one of the group member ... Oh pls dun act like u r so professional okay ? Thank god Ginny help us ! If u continue talking crap there we will be dead ...All of us were so mad ~ Btw i forgive that leader of the group because he apologize to me ... Sorry i have no time and no mood to smile at u and say "Its okay ~" so i just ignore u ... Luckily we got time for Management presentation ... because we were the last group ... After that , we waited outside Block B and saw hell lots of ppl ~ what happened ? There are 3 pretty handsome and cute guys which is January intake students .... One of them were so fair and cute ! woohoo ~ Sing Ee and Mi spotted another guy which sit beside him ... So means that they are friends !! But then , Mi told me that they are GAY ! OMFGG ~ What a waste ... now im doubting their relationship is beyond friend...T_T Secondly , i spotted Cute Cute which i very fancy at previous sem if im not mistaken ... Previous Sem , he has a very cute face but in this sem , he changed his hairstyle and look very " not cute " ~ But today he tied middle of his hair into pony tail ! Oh ... this is soooooo cute ! KUSO KUSO KUSO ! He is as fair as a snow white ... I cant keep my eyes off him la.... Well , he better dun untie his hair because it will look very messy ... Caren said look like bird nest ! Hahahah ~ After that , Yee Shan suddenly said " WALAO EHHH ~ " and then we look at where she look at ... Its a girl with tons of powder on her face ... and putting green eye shadow that is very obviously and heavy make up .... and she is carrying a LV bag ... I was like busying peeking is it real ? Whatever la , she is so young .... look kinda cute without make up ? or with make up ? argh ~ i dunno , i just know that she looks okayy so why u put so many powder on ur face ? and even steal ur mama's handbag ? [ the handbags really looks old ] Ahh , just forget about it ... However , we gotta wear pretty everyday ... because they are so many handsomes we havent check it out .. Aha ~ Single ladies ~ Lalala ~
//Sunday, January 11, 2009 1:34 PM
.....
 I .....am so speechless .... waste my sleeping time to talk talk and explain explain ... and the result is 0 .... Speechless =_=" Haiz , nevermind la , sooner or later u will understand .... Or maybe i dun understand u at all ~ Whatever la ... Wish you all the best ~
Popped out 3 lil pimples again ! @#$%@%^& ~
// 1:11 PM
Geu Deh Ji Geum
geudae jeeguhm nehgahsoom-eh doohluhwah sahrang-uhl mal hago eejyo Come now inside my heart, You're telling me about love kkoom-ee ahneegee-ruhl nah-neun gee-doh-haebwah-yo I pray that this isn't a dream neh maum-ee jjakoo geudaerahn sarahm noh-jee-malrago hahneh-yo My heart keeps telling me that i shouldn't let go of you yohkshi-meul neh-rah-myuh bah-boh-kahteun mahl-eul hahneh-yo and that i should be greedy.. it's saying stuff that's stupid ooh-yun-hee dahgah-ohn geudae sahrang-ee whenjee nah-suhl-jee ahnhah-jyo Your love that came accidently.. it wasn't strange at all hajeemahn yahksohk-dwen inn-yun-ee gee-eh sahrahng-ee dehl joohl mohl-raht-jyo But I didn't know that our promised relationship/fate/destiny would become love.. johkoom hoo-myun geudae boh-neh-yah hahl-tendeh geuruhl jahshinee uhp-jyo. Sometime later, I have to send you away.. but I don't have the confidence to do that nah hoh-llo ee-don't geu-jahree-ruhl chajah ee-jeh doh-ah gahl poon-indae You found the place that I was alone at.. Now you're gonna go back dang-yun-han ill-in-dae wheh mahm-ee ah-poo-jyo I knew it was going to happen, but why does my heart hurt geu-dae wuhn-ha-dtun sahrang-eul cha-ja eejae dohlahkal bboon-in-deh Now you're gonna go back to your place because you found the love you wanted haengbok-han geudae-ruhl oosoo-myuh boh-neh-yah hahl-ten-dae I have to send you, a happy/bliss person, away with a smile neh noon-eul boh-myuh sarang-eul mahl-hah-jyo soo-chyuh-gahn sahrang-ee-jee-mahn You tell me about Love while lookin into my eyes, but it's a lightly passing by (small/grazing) love ee soon-gan nah-neun nuh-moo haengbok-hae-yo mahchi koom-eul koon gutd-chuhrum I'm so happy right now, it's like i'm dreaming a dream ee-jaeh-yah ahlrahsuhyo chuhoom-bootuh oo-rihn sahrang-hae-suh-dahneun guhl Now you know that from the beginning we were in love nah hoh-llo ee-don't geu-jahree-ruhl chahjah ee-jeh dohl-ah-gal bboon-een deh You found the place that I was alone at.. Now you're gonna go back dangyun-hahn ill-iin deh whe mahm-ee ah-poo-jyo I knew it was going to happen, but why does my heart hurt geudae wuhn-hah-dtun sahrang-eul chaja ee-jae dohrah gal bbon-eendeh Now you're gonna go back to your place because you found the love you wanted haengbok-han geudae-reul ooh-soo-myuh bohnehyah haltendae. I need to send you, a happy/bliss person, away with a smile Neh-geh sarang-eul joomyun ahndeh-na-yo, geu-dae jungmal ahndae-nayo. Can't you give me your love, Can you really not/Is it Impossible? ee-jeh-nun geudae-reul ee-toh-rohk sarahng-ha-neun-deh But now I love you so much... Recently downloaded Full House ~ watch it again because miss this drama ... Its a very nice drama that i chase it and cry bla bla ~ Bi Rain and Song Hye Kyo are just cute in this drama ... and i found out this song very nice ~ i used to love it very much ... because it sounds very sweet ... but till now i saw the lyrics only know it wasnt that sweet =__= i was wondering is this really the meaning of lyrics ? really doubt abut it because i thought its a sweet love song ... mana tau ~ Tak ape la ... but the lyrics was like describing the story of Full House ... So nice ~ Watch the MV of it ... Kinda Funny ... Enjoy ~
//Saturday, January 10, 2009 4:55 PM
Erase
 I had deleted my jukebox ~
Oklo ~ because Mi and Yee Shan said my blog very noisy ... T_T Oklo ~ first i didnt bother much ... Then now , i realised kinda ANNOYED and NOISY ... Oklo ~ DELETED ... Nah ~ if u read my blog and feel bored , open ur own music .. Dont blame me ~ =X
// 12:38 PM
Aww ~
 While we were shooting our advertisement ~
// 12:11 AM
Bad Habit
 what are they talking bout behind me ? Sheny ~~ Aduh Gorgeous ~ dun be shy  JASON ~  Hoodie Ladies ~Nowadays ... I will never sleep if the clock does not show 2 am or 3 am ~ Always sleep late recently ... No , since last year ~ This is a bad habit of mine ! I gotta sleep early from now on... I will sleep after i finish my sociology homework ... But its already 12.13 am ... A little bit of too late ... Because of 4 alphabets = DIET And everything i eat must be tasteless ... Less Sugar Less Salt Poor Sue ... Only Bihun Soup or Small Rice with Vege without meat .... Or Bread ... Everyday 2 meals or 1 meals ... I gotta keep it up ~ I will never give up for shaping my body ... I think i got improvement ... When i try 32 size of the PDI jeans ... It is so loose that i can actually put one hand into it ! And i already decrease my size of shirt to L but not XL anymore !! Now i started to buy L size shirt ~ Yeapie !  This is a M size shirt that i can fit in !! I didnt buy it because kinda tight =_=Also , i already owned a M size shirt ~ so i will continue slim down till i change to M size and S size !! Wohoo ... Smile and laugh alone in the fitting room ... Siao eh =_= I will keep it up till i am satisfied ! Okay .. go to sleep !
//Thursday, January 8, 2009 10:23 PM
P-p-p-poker face ~
 Cant read my poker face ~ ~
Lalala ~ I think i had improved .. Even though this is weird ~ Whatever ~ Leave the past behind and move forward ! Maybe i succeeded ~ ! Wookay ! Holiday Study week ! Yeah ~ Lets work hard and make it through ! The fearest subject : SOCIOLOGY ! Pheww ~ Oh god ~
//Wednesday, January 7, 2009 1:33 PM
No Spicy !
 Noooo , i gotta stop eating spicy foods ...
should i said i gotta quit spicy ? It is TOUGH !! I love SPICY !! but gotta stop eating it till my pimples gone .... my face is getting terrible .... why those reddish pimples so visible ?? argh ~ i gotta sleep early ! say no to oily food ! say no to chili ! say no to laksa ! T___T say no to curry ! T____T say no to tomyam ! T_____T say no to sambal ! T________T these are my fav food ! daaaaa ~~ whatever ~ i can do it ! for my beautiful face ~ i gotta to do it ! also , now everyday will be a bread a day ! thats all i've got ! good luck for my slimming plan !! i will be beautiful someday ~ no scars no fats ! Yeah ~ definitely ...
//Tuesday, January 6, 2009 7:22 PM
Ah ?
 
// 5:12 PM
eeee ~
 the two blood suckers ! while another went to somewhere hell i dunno this girl =_="  i really do love it on a call asking for something while Sheny changing clothes !! dun worry , i wont buy this dress ! this is not me ~ not my element i love this too ...  dont u think my body shape looks like a vase ? yesterday went to ipoh again with my friendsss ~ Sing ee , Sheny , Ah Tan and ermm "Zhong Yee" ? ~ i guess his name spells like that ~ lol ... he is really funny , cant believe he is from my hometown too coz i never met him before =__= his car really very nice to sleep ~ i fall asleep at Sheny's shoulder ~ she is short ahaha not very comfy but oso very good ! hahaha ~ " dong gua " ~ dun kill me r ... jus a while then we arrived Jusco d ... the first thing we do is went to Big Apple Donuts ~ that hungry ghost, Sheny hungry like dying ~ then she bought two donuts and trying to seduce me to eat it and trying to feed me ~ nanana ~ failed ~ i didn eat it ... then we went for a movie ~ The Day The World Still Stood ... we bought popcorn and soft drink ~ POPCORN is a must do when u went for movie ~ Sheny and i share a popcorn ... then i keep on eat it and she snatch with me ... so , havent enter the cinema , we already ate half of it ... then suddenly we think its not enough ... so tat popcorn sold to ah tan at RM4 ~ hahaha bad Sheny ~ then we go and buy again ~ hahaha ~ the movie quite nice la ... but Sheny and i keep on laugh ~ because of Oscar .... there is a alien ? should i said alien ? ermmm guardian of alien ... which is very strong and HUGE ... when it appear , Sheny and i keep on laugh ... bcoz looks like the statue of Oscar award ~ hahahahaha ~ Keanu Reeves is sooooooooooooo hot and smart ! i tot he will kiss the girl ... not even a scene they hug together =_= this is a very nice movie , go and watch with friends ~ not suitable for couples ... because no kissing hugging scene ~ hahahaha just kidding =_= oh ya , at last we cant finish the popcorn ~ what a waste , so Sheny said pack for Sing Ee ~ After that , we went to PDI concept store .... they all ar ~ didn even think to buy then just simply wanna try ~ okay include me =_= sooooooo unlucky i found two shirt really nice .... which is red colour and another ermm green colour ~ the red colour really suitable for chinese new year ! because very red ! it is a simple design but i like it and i didn have such shirt before .. then the green mix colour shirt really look so stylish on me and some kind of attitude ~ aaa ~ so cool ... its abit boyish though ~ anyway , we didn buy any shirt =_= bcoz of financial problem ..... im so sad that i couldnt buy it .... really like it alot ......wuwuwu T_T then we went to Kok Thai Restaurant meet Sing Ee ~ listen to those participants sing ~ they sing really good ~ especially Sing Ee's daddy sing new year songs ... so geng ! just like copy and paste from those New Year CD .... then her sis fetch us back with high speed ~ pheww ~ so fast ! yeap ~ I forgot to mention that we caught by 3 police .... when Louis fetch us bck from bus station... She didnt bring her license and IC ~ so ..... i also dunno what the hell they trying to say .... giving us hint but i dunno what he mean ... trying to act cool and fierce ? sorry it doesnt work for me ... i didn bring IC also so i have to keep quiet =_= bad guy , bad police .... wanna rasuah ~ also what the hell we went wrong ... at we gave each of them RM30 ! $#@$@#^##^ i curse three of u bang anything that is hard enough to let u guys masuk hospital lah !!! then fall into westlake !!!! or next time rasuah let dog chase or strike by thunder when riding motor !!! JUST GO AND DIE LAH !!!!!!!! i didn have money d , share share wo T_T im poor like a beggar now .... daddy havent bank in money to me but i dunwan keep on mention that he havent bank in to me ... bcoz i dunwan annoyed him about money matter ~ my mom aaaaaaaaa so bad !!!!!! dunwan return me money aaaa RM200 aaaaa ~ i wan to put back into my account aaa ~ feel like cheat by her ! u promise will return money to me but u didn make it ! i hate ppl who break promise , SERIOUSLY ! irresponsible ........although i am very mad at u , but i still love my mom la =__= ! anyway , U BETTER RETURN ME MONEY ! MOM !!! Refrigerator spoiled and my food all gone !!! aaaaaaa so smelly and those are my food for this week ~ and its gone ......... so unlucky ~ i have to eat those egg as soon as possible .... why so unlucky ? WHY ?!??!? [p/s: upset upset upset !]
//Monday, January 5, 2009 11:14 AM
爱一人
如果你不爱一个人, 请放手. 好让别人有机会爱她. 如果你爱的人放弃了你, 请放开自己, 好让自己有机会爱别人. 有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的, 有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的. 人生中有许多种 . 但别让自己为一种伤害. 有些缘分是注定要失去的, 有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的, 爱一个人不一定要拥有, 但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她. 男人哭了是因为他真的爱了. 女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了. 如果真诚是一种伤害, 我选择谎言; 如果谎言一种伤害, 我选择沉默; 如果沉默是一种伤害, 我选择离开. 如果失去是苦， 你怕不怕付出 , 如果迷乱是苦， 你会不会选择结束, 如果追求是苦， 你会不会选择执迷不悟 , 如果分离是苦， 你要向谁倾诉, 好多事情都是后来才看清楚, 好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!! just a random article found ~ quite meaningful so share to u all lor ~ teehee ~ [ copyrighted from J & L ] XD zomok hor ~ zomok suddenly the air con so cold geh ? zomok suddenly feel so bored geh ? zomok feel so hungry geh ~ zomok no holiday de ? zomok no $$ d ? zomok ....... zomok ..... zomo .... zom ... zo .. z. . so hungry but cant eat ! gambateh ! continue diet !!
// 1:16 AM
lalala ~
 ohhhhhh goshhhhhhh ~
exam is around the corner and im still like ntg to do ...havent even started study yet ~ i dunwan failed any subjects in this sem ! i wanna work hard for it !! i know i can do it ... yea so do u all ~ all i wan to do is study and get a good result ! i wont think other matters anymore , bcoz i realised that its already not a matter for me and i know i can get through it even though its tough ! yeap ! ... as long as i work harder and i believed my future will be brighter than the sun ! from now on , there will be no dark cloud but sunshine ! My friends do believed i can do it ! and thanks for their support and caring for all these days i've been through it ... even though havent completely healed ~ but almost ~ * winks * Q , i decided to give up and cherish him with the girl , haha ~ i think u and her more match and im not qualify because u r way too perfect for me , its sad that i wont find anyone like u anymore bcoz u r just so .... , i miss those days when we together and so happily ~ yeah , wish i could go back and i will not make any mistakes , its all my fault ~ , but why do i make another sad drama for myself to handle so its better quit it ? , there was nothing wrong for being a single ~ just a lil lonely sometimes ~ but thats alright ~ , btw im jus too little too late and its my fault at first ... take care ~ 愿有情人眷属 <-[ am i right ? any wrong spelling ?] =D [ p/s: motivation needed ! ]
//Sunday, January 4, 2009 7:51 PM
Q
 he is sooooo cute lar ~ soooo perfect ~ why did i let him go ? nono why did i hurt u last time ? im so sorry for that ... and i get all the payback now .... ya i do hurt ~ im so happy to see u back ~ yea u've changed ~ even cuter ! however im not qualify to get u back anymore ... wish i could get back to the time ... its too late ... for regret ... wish u happy always ~ now left me , myself and i ~ thats all i got in the end
// 1:02 AM
hatre
 whenever i look at him ~ i really cant stop myself from looking at his bald hair ~sorry i really hate him , i hate the way he teach us ... we are not secondary students !!! stop using the way u treat those secondary students to us ! who the hell u think u r ? i really really dislike u !!!! i dont even think u know how to teach ~ also dunno why u teach us two subjects ! the way u talk and u act really makes me wanna hit u and the way u look ! i hate it ~ do u know what is respect ? how could u shout at ppl when they are presenting ? i dunno where u come from .... WEIRDO !!!! aware of end of this sem's evaluation ! u will be so so dead ~
//Friday, January 2, 2009 12:32 AM
New Year Count Down 2009 !
 This is it ~  My Darling ~ i love her ! My emm , Horng ! Cutie ~ Scenery from the parking of Queensbay Mall Siao Po and Siao Lao Oi Huge Leg !      Bosco ~ this is cute ! i love this but i look fat Dragon-i tam chiak ~   Lucky me to take this when he glance here ! Dumpling !  the same old pose when we went Kim Gary Delicious ! Siew Long Pao ~  Funny Louise    Dragon-i [ waiting ]  He is so arrogant laaa  Allen said it looks like a bird ~ do you think so ? Here we are Beautiful Mom , Jar !Well , i went Penang again for new year eve celebration ! with my friends ~~~ hahaha after having my sociology class [ i shouldnt go for that lecture !! watch movie =_= ] then we started our journey to Penang ! Wohoo ~ my room is such a mess because keep on change clothes and run here and there ~ LOL ~ the distance is quite far la , so need a 2-3 hours to reach there .... around 5.30 pm , we finally arrived there ! such a jam jam jam ~ bcoz the Penang bridge is under construction ~ 2 lanes become 1 lanes ~ thats y ~ ! then we took lots of photo in the car ~ so happy to see the beautiful sea !! while jamming , we look at those cloud and guessing what it looks like ... LOL ~ then i called Alvix how to get Queensbay Mall because we wanna go for SHOPPING ! hell yeah ! we are shopaholic !!! yeah yeah , its easy ~ the road of Penang aint that complicated ~ we are lucky to find parking in a short time , then we jump out from the car and get into the mall !! haha Jar and I like a hunter , searching and hunting ! hahaha ... Louise soo soo hungry that she could faint , so we discuss where to eat for our lunch ~ and we decided Dragon-i instead of Sakae Sushi ! Sakae Sushi are too crowded and too much of ppl ~ so , we choose Dragon-i ... i share the noodle with Allen because seriously im in diet !! hahaha ~ the ramee really NICE !! and i love the siew long bao ~ the juice in the bao really irresistable !!!!!! arhhhh ~ u guys gotta try it for real ! even though its a bit pricey ~ hahaha once in a while , its okayyy ~ after that , we walk separately because we gotta hunt for our own thing ...hahaha ... there is alot of CUTE GUYS ! omg they were soooo cute lar ... too bad beside them got cute girl too ~ however , there is alot of LALAs tooo ~ amboi , dunno what to say .... one of the lala we saw when we at the high way toll ~ while we were queue-ing up and besides there is a Myvi with a lala who trying to act cool ~ his face is incredibly long ! very very long ! ~ so Allen called him " long long " hahaha , so ngam ! we met him at Queensbay Mall too ~ hahaha , Allen keep on scream hey Long Long a !! hahaha ~ what a cute name for him ~ Besides , looking at the sweet couple , J and L ! i wanna commit suicide if im all by myself .... luckily Allen accompany me ~ if not i will die bcoz it doesnt feel good to be light bulb ! Oh ya , before that i forgot to mention i met Horng and Alvix when having our lunch at Dragon-i ~ well , he is very cute , honestly im mentioning Horng ... hahaha ~ then they brought me a Baskin Robin ! Thank you ~~~ After that , i continue hunt for my stuff ~ i saw a sneaker from Puma ! its the latest and it is very special and unique !! too bad ,its a little bit pricey ~ RM359 ! so ... i called my dad ask for permission to buy it since its over budget ~ my dad persuade me buy others with soft voice ...haha okla , i listen to him la ... the way he talk just make me soft heart ~ so i choose another la ....Then i choose a nike sneakers from Nike Women ~ too bad , there was no size for me !! aaa ~ then i went for another shop called Royal Sporting bla bla to look for it , and there was NO SIZE also... ok fine ~ then i saw another Puma quite adorable ... and tat was the last pair ~! wuwuwu ~ i was like a headless fly , searching without direction .... at last , i bought an Adidas sneakers ~ because it looks okay okay for me ... satisfied lor ... i told myself that i must buy it here because its more hard to "bang shoes" in our campus ... if not , my mom will ask me go Ipoh buy .... i really doesnt wish to.... I went to Forever 21 ~ which Jar and I very fancy for ! i love the dress very much ~ however it is suitable for clubbing but not new year ~ imagine im wearing those sexy evening dress playing 21 and sat on the floor when new year ? =_= i really wan it but dunno wear to where ~ Besides , we met Bosco and dunno who Tan Sri Dato ? i dunno who is him , i know there are alot of guard surrounding them and bunch of teenagers screaming wanna to take photo with the Tan Sri Dato .... Bosco sing songs and promote the restaurant , Kim Gary ~ then hear them screaming like SIAO EH ! running here and there just to take photo of Bosco ~ Allen and i really felt speechless ... then we continue shopping and ignore Bosco ... but we did accidentally met him while he is walking down in a close distance ... haha i manage to take a photo of him ~ After that , we went Gurney for dinner ~ Jar sooo fancy bout Subway ~ and we ate our meal there .... just a bread with bacon and cost RM11.90 ~ i wanna hung myself ... then Veeiean called me and ask me to walk over Gurney Plaza ... imagine walking to Gurney Plaza from Gurney Hotel with high heels ~ Allen and i was like rushing there even run over there ... so tired and unfortunately we couldnt count down with them ... but we did saw a lot of beautiful fire works ~ there is a beautiful fireworks that last for around 10 mins at Queensbay Mall if im not mistaken ... then HAPPY NEW YEAR ! lol ~ then walk back to Coffee Island where Horng works ~ he serve us and so paiseh ~ haha he loves to smile , its okay la ... bcoz he is CUTE ! lol ~ all the best for him to go Taiwan ! we will meet again for sure =D Lastly , we went back and jam at the Penang Bridge for 1 hour and half ~ we arrived Kampar at 5.55am ! morning everyone ~ Expenses of the day : RM400+ X.X Happy Birthday To Sing Ee !!
//Thursday, January 1, 2009 3:24 PM
Happy New Year 2009 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Happy New Year ~! At last , i end up new year celebration with my buddies !! Not lonely ~~ Wohoo ~ i got my friendssss with me ~ cooo-ool ~ New Year with new resolution ~ ! Gotta lose weight ~ Next post about New Year Count Down ..
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