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//Friday, October 31, 2008 11:41 AM
Goodbye October ! Hello November 2008 <3
When im back from class then i was sooooo hungry !! i quickly cook my dinner ~ but i need to de-bone those chicken... But my skill are pretty lousy... Then Allen jump out and kacau me ... He oso preparing his dinner ... Then he help me to cut those chicken ... Well ,thank you and he tease me that i dunno how to de-bone =_= then we change character , he become Sue and i become Allen XD then he keep on ask me and said " Allen , why ur breast .... " =___= then i asked him back " Sue , where ur breast so flat ... " LOL ... then while i cooking my noodle , and he say " u havent put vegetable !" then i said " i ate all my vege already la " , he replied " I GOT !! " then i know what his purpose d .... He want me to help him finish his cabbage ... Then i said okay , put some into my pot ... Then he keep on say "nah eat more , then no constipation" then he keep on put his cabbage into my pot !! and he just eat a little cabbage only ... =___= ~ i will be kicking his butt soon .... then my bowl of noodle become superr BIG bcoz so many cabbage and meat ... After we ate our dinner and we slept zzzzz =__= ~ Then when i wake up already 11.45 pm !! SWT ~ somemore Allen woke me up and asked me where we gonna go for our supper ... then i blur blur and give him some response that even myself also dunno ~ all i remember is he ask me wake up and i doesnt want to ... lazy ~ then when he closing the door then suddenly open the door again and shout at me " HELLO ! " with the wicked smile ! He really makes me LAUGH ! He keep on doing such thing for several times , i have no choice and i laugh till wake up d ~ Then i go and bath ~ Its freezing cold !! Then , we play play and watch a video from youtube " India Michael Jackson" with chinese subtitle .. The chorus part is " 干你妈的 , 妈的..妈的..妈的.. !" then i sing "干你妈的" he continue with "妈的..妈的..妈的.." ~ like this play har play har ~ 1 am we only walk out ... the whole street like a dead city ! so silent .. just two of us walking and some mat rempit showing their skill there ~ =_= and those speedy cars drive sooo fast and makes me angry !coz i am walking !!! grrr ~ then we go MM for 2 Tosai ! it taste soooo nice !!! then , we walk to westlake ... There are a stall for shisha , well i wanted to try it but definitely not try it at a streetside stall ~ Then when we were walking , he said lets go for the dark street to see got anything ... then i really unwilling to go coz its creepy duh ! then when we walking in the middle of the street and we heard a very high pitch voice laughing and sounds like a witch laughing ... then both of us look at each other and walk back to the road where we suppose to go to Westlake .. LOL ! XD Then we go to westlake to chit chat ~ There got nobody but us , then came some boys and girls ~ "flying" their motor in front of us ... acting cool =__= so swt ! there is a boy wearing a red semi-short pants with black stripes ... He makes Allen keep laughing whenever he pass by coz he looks like a clown ! LOL ~ Then , came 2 "Ah Gua" trying to seduce Allen , I guess ! Wahaha FUNNY !... After that we keep on chit chat and guess we chat till wat time ? 4.00Am ! then we started to walk back ... When we walking back , Allen suddenly said there are 2 dogs at there and we dun dare to walk bck so we walk into westlake ...After we hestitating whether should go back , we decided just walk back and ignore the dogs ... Okayy ~ i was like freaking scare ! bcoz i didn wear specs so couldn see far and dunno where the dog at ... Then when we almost arrive our house , we hear barking sound in Westlake houses , then only we know the dogs went into Westlake house area already , then i felt relief ~ But then , Allen told me in front got 2 peoples and he asked me to keep our wallet dun let them saw ... and Again ! i felt nervous ! and put my wallet into his armpit ...muahaha ~ When i saw them , they are just a horny couple that keep touching each others =_= Then when we arrived home , its 5 am already ! Then he ironing his shirt and run here and there ... then he jump into my room and we play a while ... not a while ... we chit chat again and discussing people in Friendster then i saw sunrise from my window ... =__= and its 6 am already !! He want to sleep , and i want to sleep too ... But he couldnt sleep coz he knows that if he sleeps now ,then he couldn wake up at 7.30 am ~ coz he got class at 8.30 am ! LOL ..Luckily my class will be at 2.30pm in the next day ... and i need to wake up on 10 am to accompany Sing Ee go to gym .. but then i had stomache ! so i couldnt go with her ...Im sorry =( promise to go with u next time ...
// 11:24 AM
面具的背后
![]() 脆弱的坚强 不再有梦想 厌恶的思果 不断的涌现 仿佛说着 对所有事情的绝望和断念 抵住我的耳朵 不想再听到任何耳际细语 而我 却牢牢记着 你说的不要再想你 沉默不代表什么
//Wednesday, October 29, 2008 10:56 AM
Nobody's home
![]() Erm ... Lie doesnt mean something bad ~ different people with different thoughts ... so i think its better to make things clear so u will know what to do next ... its just another obstacle that u gonna face it , this kind of problem will happen sooner or later ... It will makes u stronger and tougher ! Its just like a moral values of life ... Well , for the first time , u did it the wrongly because u didn expect something like this will happen ...In addition , she lied to u maybe just want u to learn some lessons , because she care for u ... but i still dunno why she lied ... or maybe she did not lie ?? Maybe , she did recieved some news or get letters from other sources.... now , all u need is to make sure how she know about it and where she get it from ... then u will know did she lie or not ... Okayy ~ these kind of matter is just another challenge for u ~ Be a man ! yeah ~ take it easy , dun give too much pressure for urself =)
p/s: consolation hours : anytime (VIP only)
//Monday, October 27, 2008 12:57 AM
Lurveee Them ~
These are the puppies i heart them the most !! they are ADORABLE !!!!!!! looks soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo CUTE !!!!!! arhhh hope i can hug and sayang them everyday !!! They are just 2 weeks old , looks like pig and always cry ... they had opened their eye but cant see yet ... SO CUTE when they grumble ... GRRRRR ~ wanna bite them !!! there suppose to be 5 puppies but last week there was a flood opposite my house , and 3 puppies died ! Luckily my mom saved these 2 puppies from the drain while raining .. Cool right? My mom eventually get sick after that day ... coz it is raining very heavily and the drain water flow very fast and my mom look for them in the drain ~ Love them alot and the handicapped puppy grew up and become bigger size ... i am no longer can hug u in my arms ~ she is a teenager now , start to have bad temper ... bite my shoes and i scolded her ! She doesnt want to bother me when i called her name... Aikss ~ ! and run away from home ... hahahaha but she just pretend to be angry la...what a handicapped puppy ... look at those puppies !!! Drinking "nen nen" (milk) XD
//Sunday, October 26, 2008 12:30 AM
Happy 100 Post For My Blog !
Forgotten to post one of a scary moment that happened in Kampar ! This creature makes me couldnt brush my teeth and wash my face because it stick on my toilet door ~ ! Dont know where it came from ... Fuyohh ~ Kacau nyee ~ This is it .......... Praying Mantis !
// 12:03 AM
Forever ?
![]() Just saw one of my friend's blog and knew that she broke up with her bf ~ i think i am the most late to know about it ... for 3 years leh !! dunno why they broke up ... but it seems to hurt my friend alot !! 3 years leh !!! it isnt easy to go through it for these 3 years .... how to erase those memories and for 3 years , i think he already become a part of her ~ ! i think i can understand her pain and heartbroke even though i dunno what is the reason they broke up ~ but i think all she need is SUPPORT from her lovely friends ! Luckily she have a lot of good friends that give her supports ! suddenly i realise that a sudden change can cause so much pain to others ... whoa , when it comes to the end , everything become so dead and it hurts alot ...So cruel ~ its hard to maintain a relationship till your last breath ~ One small mistakes can change everything ... So never try to do any mistake even though its hard ! Appreciate what you've got ! Letting go isnt easy but i will support u as long as u r happy ! Just let the feelings fade away and u can erase him from ur brain ~ you can do it ! p/s: true love does exist ? will it last forever ? prove it .. Dedicate this song to her !你的绘画凌乱着 在这个时刻 我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散乱了情绪 莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢 伴你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了 时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择你 冷了 倦了我哭了 一开始的不快乐 你用卡片拭写着 有些爱只给到这 真的懂了 怎麽了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢 我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了 开心与不开心 一一叙说着 你在不舍 那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得 你不等了 说好的 幸福呢 我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了 只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢
//Saturday, October 25, 2008 10:51 PM
An Hour
Today , I do revision for Allen for previous practical class that he missed ~ then , talk talk talk explain explain explain ~ finally we r done ! I felt abit of hungry so i suggest to go and have a roti canai ~ we supposed to pay RM5 but he told the worker we ate 2 pieces of tosai only and we paid RM3 only ! ~ actually we ate 4 pieces... So paiseh !! after that , we go shopping a while ~ then he suddenly suggest to go paddy field there to "long kai" ~ his driving was ... SPEECHLESS ! he drive like acting in the initial D or the fast and the furious ~ Walao eh .... when i play fast songs , he drive even more faster ! he drove 120km/h !!! I can hear the wind blowing "fu fu fu" near the door there ~ Haiyor !! then after around 10 minutes , we arrived the paddy field already =__=, but there is nothing to see ~ =__= then he ask me where to u=turn , i said i dunno ... then we chat chat chat then we arrived Setiawan in another 10 minutes !! I thought he want to go Teluk Batik touch water =__= then we decided to u-turn in front of a factory ~ then go back with lower speed and insist to "cut" other's car even though its just a small space to fit in , he somemore race with a Proton Persona and he won ! =__= ~ sit his car , i only got one words : DANGEROUS !! but so far he passed lah ... i think its okay la just love to "hon" ppl ~ =__= Geng leh ? Go Paddy Field "long kai" and make a u-turn at Setiawan =__= !! In an hour , we managed to go Setiawan and come back from Setiawan ....
From 0 km/h
![]() 100 km/h ! Then ....
//Friday, October 24, 2008 12:57 AM
Saving $$ Day !
![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Well , the spirit of dying to shopping without $$ ~ We went for ipoh AGAIN yesterday ~ i didnt skip any class coz my class till 10 am only , plus the lecture talks more crap than notes ~ I really dun understand what he talking bout although i pay attention to him ... Luckily tutor are much much better ! She explained and i just realise how simple it is ~ zzz ~ Okie , bck to topic ... Jaraldine and Louise joined us to go to Ipoh too ~ Then jump out a Cherrie ~ So we waited at the bus stop for around 1 hour and wait for Louise and Cherrie walk to bus stop bcoz they missed the bus ~ =__= i bought a RM1.00 bread and a mineral water ! Really saving money for my ass ~ Duh , it doesnt look like me coz usually i will buy this and that ~ Okie , just save $$ just because i want to spend more in Ipoh ~ we wait wait wait and wait , the bus still havent come yet , so we decided to go to bus station and wait there for the Ipoh bus ~ There we go ~~~ The bus is horrible luh ... first of all ~ HOT and WITHOUT AIR CON ! just because we are in hurry , so we cincai sit this type of bus ... if not , we will be enjoying air con bus ~ all i can say is , my hair are messy and i style my hair for an hour was wasted =___= Hope there will be no next time for such condition anymore ... Cherrie keep on make up in the bus while Jaraldine drinking Louise's milk ~ hahaha ~ Nola , she slept on his arm ... SO SWEET !! At 12.00pm , we arrived Medan Kit and jumped into a bus with a guy who keep shouting for " PARADE PARADE MARI MARARADE PARADE ! " We decided to go Parade just because long time didnt go already ~ That Soh Po Cherrie followed the guy shout " PARADE MARI PARADE" Aiyorrr ~ so embarrassing lahh !! We asked her to marry the guy then they can work together , everyday shout in the bus together ~ LOL ! She ahhh .... no eyes see ~ Finally , we arrived Parade and straight away went to the toilet while Cherrie make up loh ~ Whenever she feel free then she will make up ~ Then we split into two group which is Me and Allen , Jaraldine and Louise coz they go pak tor , Cherrie followed them and gonna be a big light bulb ~ Parade really bored than Jusco , SERIOUSLY ... So many students and "seafood" ~ Allen suggest to go for buffet at the corner shop but then it didnt open , so we went for steamboat instead of waiting for the shop to open ... The rich guy , Allen sooo rich rich rich on that day la ... everything oso he helped me paid ~ But i didn't felt ashamed ( hoho , its a different version ) , just felt paiseh only ...coz owe him $$ ~ Nonono he oso owe me $$ ! Steamboat are nice nice nice and the price are reasonable ! He cant eat any seafood and tofu so i helped him cleaned up and left chicken , noodles , egg and vege for him ... We eat , talk and sit for quite long coz Parade is boring ! nothing to see and shop , so eat is the only way to fulfill the leisure time ... So many students and lalas ~ talk so loud like their shop or home =__= After lunch , we went window shopping again ... and Allen asked me to go for a shop which he named it as Hong Kong shop , actually is Acewin la .. =__= then , he choose those spaghetti straps shirt or dress for me to try it , and ask me to have confidence ... It might be too sexy for me lah , not necessary to wear like this to go out gua ~ i didn't have good body shape ( improving ) , so i felt think its very weird and let ppl laugh ... T_T i even doesn't dare to walk out from the fitting room ... Then i went to F.O.S ! Whoaa just like heaven for me ... i luv everything there !! unlike other shops in Parade ... Once again Allen take those spaghetti straps for me to try ~ Oklo , this look much better ~ i luv the pants but its too big and there is no smaller size ! T_T Then , Allen keep give me hint that this or that so nice and wanted me buy for him as birthday present ... u arh... slowly wait lah har ... Then, we went to a 18xx shop, The Rubber Shop , the second time i go in ~ It is funny to go in coz i saw those word " ENLARGEMENT" and many more ... so funny !!! I love the fluffy hand cuff , it looks cute even though i know its for SM use ... but what i gonna do with it and the price is quite expensive too ! Besides, we have our tea time at Starbucks and he treat me a frappuccino with chocolate chips and whipped cream + caramel ! SoOoOo nicee ! plus a little chocolate banana muffin ! i am suspecting he get 3D or TOTO ?? Give me such expensive treat ~ ? We chat and read magazine , never felt so bored before , usually we didn have enough time to shop in Jusco but its different in Parade ... Hahahah .... Then , Jaraldine and Louise drink watermelon juice if im not mistaken , coz Louise on diet ! =) Jaraldine torturing him la... dun let him eat this and that ... hahahaha ! Cherrie talks a lot lah ... non stop talking when they go for movies ! hahaha ~ kek sei Louise and Jaraldine ... I spent all of money and need "my finance government " to help me pay bus ticket too .. Thank you o ! He so "windy" on that day because he got $$$$ ~ but me ? almost let his wind blow away ~ That's all for today and enjoy the photos ... ( skipped )
//Saturday, October 18, 2008 12:08 AM
...
I will always bear on my mind ... i believe in karma ... yes , this is your "pattern" ~ i really beh tahan ! there are thousand million of words i wanna to tell you but i will not do so... because straight forward doesnt belong to me ... That's all .......
(p/s: erasing...)
//Thursday, October 16, 2008 8:40 PM
Hate
Hate Stingy
//Wednesday, October 15, 2008 9:44 PM
星期三的忧伤
![]() 不开心 非常不开心 表面很开心 表面很开朗 其实 心里
笑不代表开心笑 只是想掩饰自己 不想让人知道 有谁真心对人的? 有谁会把你当离不开的朋友? 到底谁才能信? 信任 那里可以找? 真心 很遥远吗? 朋友真的只是互相利用吗? 没有真心对待的吗? 脸色 可以永远都不要看吗?
是空虚 还是寂寞? 自己也不懂 自己要什么 也不懂 可以不要永远做好人吗? 我做得好累 拒绝别人好难
社会 真的那么现实吗?
// 4:30 PM
Sushi King Member Day
The power of SIX !Its SUSHI KING MEMBER DAY ~ owhh , I've been waiting for so long because all sushi cost RM2 ( selected only ) !!! woo hoo ! I go there with Sing Ee , Cherrie , Jaraldine , Louise and Zoe , actually we meet Miacco , Rae , Caren , Lala Alvan and many at there , They sit next to our table only ^^ We ate alott ~ We wait for our favourite UNAGI , SALMON , SAKE , TAKO and EBI FRY for around half an hour ... because the "sifu" still doin and ask us to wait ... the "sifu" ask us to eat expensive wan , then keep introduce this and that , he talks alot ! Duh... quite annoyed ! However , when he finish making those sushi we ordered then he put in front of us ... We were like grabbing for free ~ haha , We were actually snatching sushi with Rae , Miacco them ... coz those expensive sushi are limited only ... UNAGI and EBI FRY !! DELICIOUS ~ !!!!! I ate 7 plates and only cost RM14 and the normal price should be RM35 !! wohooo ~ ! Louise and I are the WASABI-lovers !! Wasabi makes the sushi taste better ! Still thinking to go again tomorrow ! Coz its the last day of member day ... Today's Special : ![]() Aiyo hahaha ~
// 12:08 AM
Getting Old , Uncle Jon !
![]() ![]() Its 13 of October ! Jonathan's birthday yeah ~ Well , i had to shut my mouth for like a week without kacau -ing him about his birthday and NEVER mention birthday ...Finally , its SUNDAY ~ then i started to plan his birthday while im bathing ... Hmm ... we pretending that we forgotten his birthday and gave him a SURPRISE ! Too bad that Edmund's motor key left at hometown , so no transport and i borrow scooter from Bee Cheng ~ Then , Edmund fetch me go to nearest cake shop and bought cake , balloons and gift wrap without letting him know ... Luckily he went out celebrate with his friends ..After that , we blow the balloon ~ i dunno what balloon is that ~ SO HARD to blow ! blow till i surrender and asked Edmund's help ... well , i blow 70% of the balloons ~ quite proud of it ... hohoho ... then i write " Happy Bday ! " on each of the balloons and stick it to the wall ... After we get ready everything and wait for him .... then around 11 .30 am , we getting tired and frustrated , we worried he will be back at very late , worry this , worry that ... so we watch movie to de-stress , but then suddenly Edmund's heard his motor's sound ... Then i rush and take the cake while Edmund taking his table putted in the middle of the living room ...and he closed all the lights ... i was busying lighting all the candles ~ Then , when Edmund opened the door for him , i haven't light all the candles .. i was so panic and quickly ran into my room with the cake and then ran out again ... Then holding the cake and waiting him to turn around ... When he turn around some more wan act cool ~ haiyor ... put his shoes and smile at us ... i ask him faster loh , later will eat candles cake if u dun blow it ... Then , we sing " birthday song " to him and he blow the cake luh ... cut the cake into pieces ... then i help him to eat one and a half piece of cake ... because i am really HUNGRY ! i wait him until 11.45 am .... no die oso faint lah ... Then i ask him to take his birthday present that i put in the refrigerator ... Swt right ? A quite good looking shirt which i used paper wrap it and put in refrigerator ... Being special mah ... So ~ The shirt suitable for him lah , just a bit tight ...Sorry ~ a bit rush when bought it ... but overall he look cool ! He seems appreciate the present alot because that was his second present from his friend ... Kelian lah ... Then , he so happy until non stop talking ... his birthday mah , let him talk loh ... wah really non stop loh ... he got a lot comment and ideas ... then suddenly our room become so noisy ~ bi li ba la ~ played until 2 am ... Lastly , wish u happy birthday , Uncle Jon ! you are officially 19 years old now ! dun be naughty naughty ... *winks* p/s : we missed a little boy who suppose to celebrate his birthday with us ~ but he infected by chicken pox , hope he get well soon and DON'T INFECT ME ... Thank you ~
//Tuesday, October 14, 2008 5:16 PM
Sungkai ~
After that , around 30 minutes , we arrived SUNGKAI ! Yeah ~ this the second time i went there ... We go to the ticket booth to buy tickets , then Seng Le said that Denise , CK and him got special offer because ~ Orang Kurang Upaya (OKU) , Children below 12 years old and Elders got special price ~ Seng Le pretend as OKU , while Denise pretend as Elders and CK pretend as Children below 12 years old ... Hahaha ~ After get it , Seng Le park his car and we went to toilet to change clothes ~ the toilet is FULLED of people ~ its school holiday so... then we quickly go to the warm water area to "warm up" ourselves ....We were like doing spa with insects... what kind of insects oso got ... then we climb up a big rock where the water flow out...then, there is a uncle feeling the water from where we climb up and we put our feet there ....it is so gross ~ then ,... ( Swt , accidentally cut =___= , so lazy to type again ) Then , we went to have our lunch at a BLACK shop ! I really think that we were cheated by them ~ there are 5 persons and the foods are for 2 persons serve... somemore cost RM38 !! Kek sei ... Then , we went to Pusat Hutan Dan Haiwan Peliharaan and trying to look at some animals ~ But there is really nothing to see ... =____= except for MOSQUITOES ! Then we leave there at around 4 pm ... Before we went home , we went to Denise house and sleep like pigs ~ all of us sleep like dead except for Seng Le... Haiyor non stop talking ~ we want to sleep and he keep on make us laugh...we sleep until 6 pm only back ~ Its a very happy journey ! Don't know when will be our next trip ...
Allen
//Sunday, October 12, 2008 12:52 PM
Hmm ...
Finally , i went to look for a skin specialist at ipoh ~ even though its abit of expensive but its worth it after all ~ im sad to heard the doctor mention SCARS again ... T.T next week will go and look for the specialist again for second treatment ... Well , i dunno where my dad kidnapped a Labrador Retriever ... most probably from his friends , it is huge ! but very active , love to follow whenever we go ( pat ) ... for the first day , it didnt bark but those stray dogs outside my house bark at him fiercely ~ i thought that it wont bark and very gentle ~ so i protect it from those stray dogs ... my mom said that those stray dogs jealous that we raise this dog because we always feed those stray dogs ... So , its quite complicated ... And there is a handicapped puppy those hit by dunno which bastard till its muscle torn ... pity ~~ so we bring it to look for vet and give it vaccine and anti - louse (kutu ) shot ... and a few tablet of pill for it.... moreover we will call the veterinarian to give birth control shot to another 2 female stray dogs for every 6 months ... well , it cost alot too ... and now there is another Labrador Retriever ... the most important is that , a pregnant stray dogs is now giving birth... so there will be a lot of dogs at my house ~ pheww ~ the Labrador Retriever we named as Brownie ~ it likes to sniff and follow us ~ it love to sniff my legs my toes and my.... =___= so obviously it is a male ~ Tomorrow will be a start of second semester , hope everything is okayy ~~ miss them alots ! Second semester subjects will be quite difficult (i think) coz i never learnt it before ... management studies ? hmmm ? and there plenty subjects that i blur blur with ...nevermind , i will work hard for my second semester ! but the most important is hope that i understand what the lecturer teach ... some lecturer english really need to improve , their pronunciation really sucks just like my previous lecturer for computer studies ... her english really ADUH... its time to pack my bag and return to kampar ~ im gonna miss my puppy , those stray dogs and Brownie ~ Hopefully my mom could handle it coz she already stressed-out by the way of Brownie pee poo ~ LOL
//Friday, October 10, 2008 12:23 AM
Crashed
Today , i felt my face so DRY ! feels like gonna crack ... Darn ! Im sooooo pissed off ... What the F she put on my face ? FFFFFFFF ! I couldnt open my mouth widely ! $#@!$% then , i went to Kampar with Edmund and Allen to put our things ! We just look like moving house LOL ~ I miss my room alot ... haha especially "my friend" ~ When i open my door , the first thing i shout is HELLO !! IM BACK !!! GOT MISS ME ?!? LOL ~ just for fun , wish he/she just happy for tat and dont disturb me .. T.T i doesnt need any response from u ... Thank you ! XD Then , i clean up my things , sweep and mop the floor ~ then look for my 3 weeks rubbish >.< , luckily its all papers and plastic bags ~ not smelly at all ... Then while i sweeping the floor , suddenly a lizard crawl out from my printer ... i just keep on swing my broom towards my printer , then , suddenly a tail of lizard fell off from no where ( sorry >.< )... i still couldnt find the lizard , so i continue swing my broom and the next thing i saw is the corpse of lizard lying on the floor =___= ~ i accidentally smack it and its dead .... Im really sorry , i didn mean to kill u ... all i can say now is "AMITABHA" ... Before we went back , Allen's mom and a auntie want to buy egg tart ~ so they stop at the shop and start to grab for egg tart ... Seriously , the auntie quite exciting or nervous , i dunno ... when Edmund and i start to grab egg tart ... she said faster ah ! grab all ~ Edmund and i just look at them and we look like "ngong" already ... Then , we go pay for money while they still grabbing for tarts ~ Just when i turn around and i saw the 2 trays of tart are gone ....they grab everything ... all egg tarts !! there are around 30+ ... only one words to describe : INCREDIBLE After arrived hometown , Edmund want to go to buy multi purpose solution for soft lens ... Then we went to England Optical ...The staff there know me quite well , then when she saw my face and asked me a question that hurt me lots ! " U get chicken pox ? " kanasai ~%$#%@ i wanna just hide my head to somewhere else where nobody knows me ! Plus , i even have to smile at her and say nola... T___T Ok fine... then , Allen started to play with the eye machine , match different colour lens by capture your photo.... Ceh ... i tot is changing different spectacles frame ... just changing the different colour of lens ... After Allen played , then is Edmund turn... After that , its my turn ... I really doesnt want to play .. need to take photo ... and when i see my face through the mirror ... i wanna die once again ! i just sit there and look at mirror ... that ALLEN tell the staff ok la... she wants to try too ...walao eh ... i dunno what to do next ... Then , when im trying to take photo , they 2 keep make me laugh and caused me capture UGLY photo !! =___= i forgot whether Edmund or Allen said that your pimples + scars are not obvious in the photo ! =___= ...... After that , Edmund said he want to go to see facial foam product , i straight away stop and said im dying not to go there ! there got lots of AUNTIES who knows me ...If i go, then they will started to ask AIYO !! WHY YOUR FACE LIKE TIS?!?!? then wat u expect me to answer u ? ahhh ~ =___= then they two leave me alone behind and went to the face product department ... T_T After that , i go to Allen's house to take XDO installation CD ~ and his father ...... makes me sweat alot ... here is our conversation : His Dad : " Hello , Sue , How are you ? U get good result horrr ? " Me : " Nola ..."( thinking that how u know my result ? ) His Dad : "So , what is your result ? " Me : "Ohh ...my result is * bla bla bla * ( then thinking that why u ask tis question after praising me get good result ? ) His Dad : " very good ah ... ( smile ) So, are u going out with Allen now ? " Me : " Nononono , i am waiting for him to take me a CD " His Dad : " Oh , come in and have a seat " Me : " Nevermind nevermind its okay , i just wait him here outside " Finally Allen come and gave me the CD ... Phewww ~ his dad make me nail-biting ... so worrying that i might say wrong words ... Then went back and chit chat with my mom a while ... and found out she going out yum cha with friends =__= I just take my bath and watch " Guai Tan " latest episode ... Watch till half , started to feel spooky ~ geee ~ scary lah watch alone ... then , i planned to take back to Kampar to watch with them include Jonathan , the professor of philosophy ... He what oso not scare especially those "friends" , so ... watch with him will not feel scary but feel like wanna hit him coz he got too much idea ... Hahaha so his given name called Professor Of Philosophy, Jonathan ... Its time to bed , tomorrow got hell lots of thing to do.. I have to pay sem 2 $$ and recieve something i bought for so long ... finally its done and will be post to my house tomorrow ! Yeah ~
//Wednesday, October 8, 2008 9:45 PM
Happy or Sad ?
![]() Sem 1 final exam had released ... when i know my result , i felt happy bcoz all my effort and my sacrifice does get repay ... Even though im not hardworking and always skip classes but i does put lot of effort and energy on them ! Thank god , i does not have to resit and get unexpected result (much better than i thought ) .. I believe if i work hard and pay attention to lecture , dun skip classes ~ then i will get better result ! So i must work hard for my second semester ... However , the happiness i get from my result does not last long ... because i expect they would be good result like me ... So we can celebrate together ~ but ... i really didnt expect that .... I really felt sorry for them , coz we study and do revision together ~ i oso take a break and caused them affected by me ( the drama " Moonlight Resonance " ) Does i should take some responsibility ? i really felt sorry and sad .... U guys just like my brother , i really hope we 3 can successfully complete foundation and degree together ~ we will have lots of fun together , and u 2 are my most trustable friends in Kampar ... I will try my best to help u guys in next semester if i could ... Coz sometimes i also blur blur .. i tried to console both of u ... thank god 1 is in okay mood ( i guess ) while another putting shit and doesnt want to answer my phone call @#$!^%* ... Frankly , im not very happy when i know some friends of mine need to resit ... i cant share my happiness with u all ... sooner later , my happiness turn into sadness ...and i really does not like to compare , i know its okay if u want to know mine ( curiosity ) but normally i ask ppl that i care only ... for those i not really care , pls dun ask me and tell me urs CGPA ... i really doesnt want to know ok ? im not interested in u ... I know u trying to show off , yes u did it ~ so are u happy now ? ( a person i dislike since i entered Uni ) So i think i had learnt a lesson in my first semester ( not to be lazy ) ... do you ? We are lazy bumps ! yes we are ... and spend thrift esp. me and him ... the $$ i spent like flying in sky but not flowing in river ... besides , my concern for u 2 ah , its sincere wan okie ? not fake wan ... But sometimes i think im lil over concern , i guess ... But I really wish you guys really can make it thru for u nex sem and final sem ...next sem have maths ~ well this subject is my fearest subject ~ i also hope we can work hard together ... u might tot im talking crap or shit ... its okay ~ coz i know my consolation technique really POOR ~ i am just trying to help ... If i can do it , so do you , ok ? Im still thinking to give u guys a treat as a consolation ... ( Still hesitating ... ) Good luck for u 2 ~ I will try my best to help u all out , even though i am not a good teacher , bcoz sometimes my teaching is terrible ... making u even blur =_=
// 11:22 AM
F*CK
My face had DESTROYED by a xxxx beautician ... i dont know is she a beautician ? i swear that i wont go there ANYMORE ! How can u pinch my acne ! Duh ! it will cause permanent scar ! and there are 3 big ones ! u pinch it all out ... now my face is crashed and destroyed ! i dont know whether should i die or wat ... i dun even dare to look at mirror ... this is terrible ! if there might be 3 permanent deep scars ! i will kill u !!!! I never wash my face in such painful condition ... i even felt pain when im sleeping ... even when i wake up .. i rather dunwan wash by u ... i dunno what the heck is the facial is for ... now everwhere on my face are SCARS SCARS SCARS !! i wanna CRY !!!!!!!!!!!!!! when i look at my face at first , it was hurt to see so many redness and sore scars on my face , i really wanna cry out that time , but i just keep on endure till i get home.... I just cant believe my face had destroyed by her hand ! Words for the beautician , pls go to check it out from whatever source , do u ever know that acne CANNOT and NEVER be pinch or squeeze! U squeeze my acne and told me there will be permanent scars for sure ! F * U , why dun u tell me earlier then i will just walk away ? What kind of beautician is this ! Darn u ! Are u beautician or what ? Maybe i shouldnt called u beautician because u r not qualified ! Do you ever professionally trained before ? DO YOU ?!?! Besides , the product u r using , are not good ok ? that was a lousy brand ... Nowadays i really prefer stay at house because i dunno how to face ppl with this fucking ugly face !!! i really hate it !!! I really prefer the beautician before ... She is soooooo much BETTER !! At least , she is trained in Japan and wont make my face look terrible and cause any permanent scars !!!!! Before i got acne more than now , she still manage to help me clear and no permanent scars ! i miss her lot ... I am very down now , sore eyes with sore throat ... cry for my permanent scars ..... i will rather die for them ... soooooo regret paying RM52 for these permanent scars ! i wish i never meet the beautician , then i will never have so much suffer now ! Besides , kena scolded by my mom , coz go xxx place for such facial ... I bet she is sad bcoz all her money wasted on my face was nothing now , coz scars scars scars ! She scolded me terribly and felt disappointed ... doesnt want to bother me anymore ... *sobs* i need your caring too , mom ~ Dad gonna bck soon , i've asked him to bring me to skin specialist , however my mom does not allow coz side effect , i think ... I dunno , they seems sooo disappointed with me ... Noooo ~ ( p/s : I SWEAR I WILL NEVER GO THERE ANYMORE !! )
//Sunday, October 5, 2008 10:04 PM
Love Or Leave
Drinking HOT lemon tea right now ~ Wooseeh ~ comfy comfy !
// 2:10 AM
Sorry , I Love You
![]() We argue again today ... i dont know how to communicate with you ... this is what stubborn meet stubborn ... I dont know why i would say u are cleanliness ... u are too mind about those dust ... God , just rest for one day , the dust wont eat us away ~ Besides, u can ask me to vacumm if u want ... i will not refuse ~ ( just feeling abit dont want to do ) and i dont know ur hand pain ~ AND AND AND ~ i dont know why u need to vacumm EVERYDAY ~ not necessarily lah my dear ! u even mop the floor everyday ... aiyor i wish i could hire a maid for u ... but u dont want a maid ~ u prefer alone in house ... =_= okie loh , then i oso doesnt want to do housework ... but if u ask me to do so , i will .... but u oso didn ask me to do , then i try to slack off loh ... Then arguement STARTED ! i felt annoyed when i heard ur voice ... aiyor ... bi li ba la bi li ba la ... i endure endure endure and endure ... then , i cant stand and i disaprove u ... then , i started to regret for disaprove u , because u scold more and further till no where ... =__= i know i shouldnt refute u ... Sorry ... i just cant stand and its hard to agree with something that i disagree ... I wish u just go watch tv everyday then i do housework for u , thats okay lah (moderate housework )... but u are too choosy !! u always change clothes , i dun even change when im home , ok lah , need to iron like hell ~ i know u iron for me ... okie , u even fold my clothes ... Sorry loh , i very hate fold and iron clothes ... But u really choosy , where got ppl iron sleepwear wan ?? i dunno why ... think till head burst oso cant figure it out ... Seriously , a small matter , we can argue like BIG matter ! i dont know whats wrong with u , i just too concentrate on my movies and i forgotten to close the windows and curtains ... by the way its only 6.30pm ... when u say , then i also paused my movie and rushed to close the windows and curtains.... but u still insist to nag me ... then i just let u nag , bcoz i know i forgot , its my fault ... but started to drag in others thing ... SWT ~ i really disagree many things with u , but i just kept it in my heart , i refuse to refute u , coz i scared i will hurt u and i doesnt want u to be sad... but , u are crossing my line ! started to scold me for other things that not a matter at all ... just a small matter , why do u take it so seriously ? When i collect dried clothes , i didn put the hanger hanging besides the rack and u started to scold me LAZY ! does these two thing related ?? Our relationship had messed up by HOUSEWORK ! But , i would like to apologize that i said u r cleanliness ( SERIOUS ) ~ Now , we are having cold war but i still wanted to say that i love you , MOM ! muackz ~ (p/s: dont report to daddy , he will kill me X_X )
//Saturday, October 4, 2008 12:52 AM
Spooky Adventure
Yesterday night , at 9 PM ... 6 of us , CK , Denise , Seng Le , Allen , Jackson and me go to " pa wei" ( end of the road ) , we went to the end of the riverside at night ~ all of us ride motorcycle to the riverside ... then we walk into a path ... a very long and small path ! very very very dark ... there was no light at all .... like jungle trekking ... step on those bushes....then surrounded by trees ... we didn bring torch light , so we take out our phones and turn on flash light ...if not , we cant see the road ...Besides , 6 of us are named as 1 , 2 , 3 , 4 , 5 and 6 ~ to prevent "someone" know our real name ...
Then, we start walk into the path ... we cant see the end of the path because its too dark ! Then 6 of us hold hands and walk in together ... On the way , suddenly i heard a sound like a tiger or lion , " GROWL" ~ i was shocked and i pretend i didnt hear it , but i really scared because it is in the bush and i can feel it very near only...Allen also heard it and he said sounds like someone breathing , but others cant hear it ... After that , Denise shout and say very beautiful ... then he found out a tree that full of fireflies ! Very Beautiful , like diamond sparkling ~ the whole tree is fulled of fireflies...there are many many many fireflies ! then Jackson forgot to lock his motor , so we walk back and locked it ... then we walk in again ... Then , when we go further ... i heard another sound , " DUM" ... creepy lah ... imagine it ... because it is riverside path ... Then , i didnt bother it and continue walk with them ... After that, we almost reach a factory , i think it is abandoned factory ... but there is still a long way to go to reach there ... CK and Allen suddenly called us to stop and said dun enter anymore ... Then i stopped and found out there was a banana tree and another small banana tree beside it ... I started to feel creepy and hair stands on end ... Then , we walked back and continue go to palace there walk around ... Palace have nothing to scare of ... Maybe always go there "long kai" gua ... then we go Speedy chit chat about the incident just now ... Allen heard the "GROWL" sound too and he can felt someone breathing and looking at him when he walking , besides, he felt moody after going there because he felt "something" geli geli ... After that , i told Seng Le and Denise about the banana trees incident , because there might be "something" attached on there ... It is very dangerous and the "something" only absorb man's extracts only ... Then , they started to feel scare because they walked quite far just now ... Hahahaha ~ Seng Le started to scare and ask Jackson to stay at his house to accompany him ... LOL ! Then , we ended our adventure with Laksa ~ Yesterday we planned to go Golden Sand , but there are a group of Aunties and Uncle playing mahjung at the temple there ... We afraid that they will scold us for not entering there because it is very dangerous ...So , we changed to another location ... however, dangerous does not affect our adventurer's curiousity ...Next adventure will be at Golden Sand there ... A very long riverside path that somebody died at there...Exciting isn't it ?
//Thursday, October 2, 2008 11:20 PM
Stalkers
Yesterday night , Seng Le fetch us go to eat supper ~ Char Kuew Tiao ~ After that , We insist to go for adventure at Golden Sand , this riverside got many mystery tale and legend ~ Some say there very creepy , many peoples died there , plus , many ship leave port from here , rarely come back ~ dunno whether its true or not , but i think its fake wan lah ~ Actually, we just wanna have fun and trick Seng Le... Then we keep making noise in the car , insist wanted to go there for adventure ~ and its around 12 am ! Then he got something to do and need to go back , however the "something" does not important at all ~ All of us act nhappy , so he have no choice ... he bring us to another creepy place ~ its a abandoned palace ... He drive into the palace ~ then we saw a mercedes and a person closing his /her door ~ then all of us felt curious and "ke po " ... wondering what they doin here at midnight ... So , we asked Seng Le drive faster and followed the mercedes ~ because we suspect that they playing "something" at there ... Hahaha ~ then we followed them for 4 streets ... Besides, Seng Le keep "hon" at them , then they stopped at Speedy there and let us drive through ... They keep look at us, while us keep on look at them ... Hahaha, then Seng Le reverse back and drive back to the palace there , see whether they will go back there and continue their incomplete "mission" ~ However , we waited for 5 minutes and they did not go back there ... Everyone felt quite disappointed ! Haha but we did make a lots of fun ! Seng Le afraid that his car might be famous on the next day because we always do strange thing ... LOL !
//Wednesday, October 1, 2008 10:45 PM
Ice Cream ( Continue )
The ice cream is SUCCESS !! Hohoho ! it is eatable !!! taste nice ( too sweet ) everyone grab their spoon and start to eat !!
This is the trench coat for winter ~ i luvv it very muchie muchie ! 本来 i can wear this trench coat to Korea end of next month with my mom ... too bad , i didn have sem break =____= , so i missed the opportunity to see my Kwon Sang Woo ! Nevermind lah , feeling not excited even though when i hear that going to Korea ... Feel like abit bored to go with mom and those aunties ! Aduh .... So i syok sendiri in front the mirror ~ lol , wearing this Burberry trench coat , feel so special , because for the first time , i wear Burberry ( Original ) ... Besides , i found out the sewing and cutting all are perfect and fine ... The material is nice to wear , even the button are sew two way ( front and back ) ~ I think it cost around two thousand ++ O.O ~
// 9:12 PM
3668
Today saw a 3668 Myvi park beside temple ... busy looking for a person while driving =__= ATTENTION : This is a very dangerous act because may lead to accident ! What A SMALL ROAD !!
(p/s: i didnt wear specs =_= )
// 12:29 AM
A Sudden Decision - Teluk Batik
Teluk Batik !! Denise suggest to go to Teluk Batik an hour before we decided to go ~ because the time is rush ~ so, we started to pack our clothes at 12pm ~ 1 pm then we started our journey ~ Denise fetch us go , his driving kinda smoothly ~ steady ~ XD then the most exciting part is we drive to a very oblique road ~ so cool yet dangerous ! Everyone screamed ~ then they started to explore where their PLKN kem is , and i told them where my OBS camp located ~ The wave was BIG ! CK wrap by the BIG wave ~ unfortunately, she lost her specs ~ then three of us help her to find back her specs ~ well its was like impossible , but i step something that feels like specs ! Then i scream at them , Denise and Jackson swim over here and keep on step step on the sand ~ Denise also step something that feels like specs ~ then a BIG wave swirl over us ... Denise and i nearly drowned ~ phew ! Luckily we are holding hands , if not , i dunno where will we wave to ... the wave getting bigger so its getting harder to search for her specs , however , we still insist look for it , we dig sand by using out feet ~ and i get injured due to the BIG wave rush us to seaside , and the sand are so sharp ~ my leg get brush burn ~ so pain when the sea water splash on my wound ! the feeling was like OMG ! then once again , i wave to far far away again ~ the wave was really abnormal ! really huge ! Luckily Denise catch me just in time , if not , u might find me waving in the sea ... I drank lots of sea water ! so salty !!! i still can feel the salty sea water in my throat ~ aiks >.<" ! After that , we covered Denise with sand ~ Its embarrassed to cover his important part ... haha ~ i throw sand on him ... hahaha ~ then , he revenge on me by throwing sand on my chest ... Lastly , we filled our plastic bottle with sand and sea water ... then dunno who suggest childish and stupid to make a wish on the plastic bottle and bury in the sand ... no paper , no notes or pen ...each of us hold the plastic bottle and tell the plastic bottle our wishes ... so swt =___=" ~ Besides, we went to the national navy place , it was like a small city , got alot of ppl and flat , even petrol station ~ We also found out a snorkelling park ~ it looks fun ~ we will go there next time ...Here we go ~
CK , me , Denise & H.En McDonald |
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