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Sunday, August 31, 2008

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我的最爱 - 方力申&邓丽欣

男:离开以后首次遇见
女:重新对望听你声线
男:太惯看你左边笑脸
女:差点想碰你的肩 轻触那残余心事
男:我们分开 怎么始终行不开 想捉紧当日精彩
女:或是害怕完全淡出你那份爱 离场后跑回来
男:不知可算应该
女:贴身不再但却贴心装载
男:随时代你哭 处理泪流
女:而后备两手是否足够 即使那日放了手
男:双脚似未学会走
合:停留在这段情
男:不懂去 女:退守

男:全部旧记忆 这刻重游
女:重拾旧爱都或太荒谬
男:运气不够
女:牵不了手
合:也算得今世独有
合:对你太好怎会累透
男:如心跳是可以避免
女:萦绕却是你的声线
男:惯了照顾的不会变
女:不告别也不发现 对你爱顾早蔓延
男:我们分开 怎么始终行不开 想捉紧当日精彩
女:或是害怕完全淡出你那份爱 离场后跑回来
男:不知可算应该
女:贴身不再但却贴心装载
男:随时代你哭 处理泪流
女:而后备两手是否足够 即使那日放了手
男:双脚似未学会走
合:停留在这段情
男:不懂去 女:退守
男:全部旧记忆 这刻重游
女:重拾旧爱都或太荒谬
男:运气不够
女:牵不了手
合:也算得今世独有
合:对你太好怎会累透
合:对你再好不会厮守


I love this song alot ~ i love it since i watched the movie, L for Love, L for Lies (我的最爱 by 方力申&邓丽欣) ~ the movie was a very good movie ... it express every girl's thoughts when in love ... every sentences that the girl said matched correctly what we are thinking ~ just BINGO ! lol ~ however , i dun like the ending when 方力申.............( ahhemm , remain suspense... hohoho ) ... i cried like a baby lahh ~ wuwuwu ... its really a nice movie , guys watch it when free ... its worth to watch for those boyfriend who dun understand their gf and who are confused falling in love ... thumbs up for this movie ! ^^

p/s : thanks for Sing Ee and Ah Mi introduce this movie to me to make my eye swollen another day coz cried too much ~ T.T

想太多-李玖哲

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想太多-李玖哲
你笑着说他是朋友
但你眼中太温柔
我的不安那麽沉重
只有你不懂
他霸占了你的心中
属於我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我
是我想太多 你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多 我也这样说
这是唯一能
安慰我 的理由
我想我没有
错怪了什麽
虽然你不说
都是错在我
太晚我才懂
爱了你太多
A very kesian song sent by CK ~ found out its lyric quite meaningful and put it out and share with u all ^^

点名 ~

Saturday, August 30, 2008

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点到为止,点名规则:a.被点到名字的, 点Sue名者:Jaraldine
1. 这辈子最快乐的是什么事?吃喝玩乐,无忧无虑
2. 你喜欢的颜色?为什么?青色,因为看到青色有种开心的心情
3. 你有多久没有傻笑了?刚刚才傻笑来 ~ 嘿嘿
4. 你最想去哪个地方? 北海道
5. 最伤心的事? 被朋友出卖,被人误会
6. 如果有不开心的事情, 你会怎么办? 把自己关起来或是痛快的大哭一场然后又大睡一觉
7。最害怕失去的东西?我现在所拥有的
8. 你对点你名的人看法如何? 讲话没有停过也没有句号,一直笑,每天说很烦的一个靓女
9. 遇到喜欢的人,你会勇敢表白还是默默关注? 看情况吧 ~
10. 说出点你名的人的3个优点 每天都笑, 没有讲不完的话题 ,甜美
11. 孤独是什么? 当你最需要人陪时,那人却不在你身边
12. 有没有想过一个根本不能实现的梦想呢?是什么?永远吃不肥 ~ 这是不可能的!哈哈哈 ~
13. 你对你的近况满意吗? 满意! 不过有车会更好 ~ 嘿嘿 !
14. 你吃过最好吃的是什么 我最爱的是蘑菇冬菇,终之是菇类就对了
15. 如果能让你实现一个愿望,会是什么?世界和平,全世界的人都快乐
16. 最期待的事?毕业和跟我的朋友出国旅行
17. 你最希望对方为你做的事?对我好,别忽略我..
18. 钱对你来说有多重要?非常重要!
19. 最想对我认识的人说的话?祝你们好运~因为考试要到了!哈哈

20.最想做到的事?(自加题) 尽快毕业~

What you paid is what you get ..

Friday, August 29, 2008

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Nice Shirt ~

Look Up Up ~

Acting Cool ~ Whoops * Dont Punch Us ~


The Weird Noodle That I Mentioned

Okayyyy ... lets start with LATE ... we went ipoh "again" today ... we suppose to wake up at 7.15 am and sit the 8 o clock bus to ipoh ... and the fellow , Allen ... soooo yeng ... sleep at 7 am ~ and 7 am d still dunwan wake me up , somemore go sleep ... by the way , i oso wake up late coz i sleep at 5 am ... ahahaha because yesterday both of us do mask at 3 am ... cool right ? okayy then i wake up at 8.15 ... somemore still need to wake him up ... okay .... wake him up need around 15 minutes ... then we get everything done at 9 am and walk to the bus stop ~ the problem is the distance between our house and the bus stop ... if u were outside or in the utar bus , u will saw 2 siao eh walking to the bus stop ... when utar bus pass by , both of us just praying the driver dont stop the bus for us , coz we r not going to school ... eventually we are skipping class for some reason ... ahhemmm ~
Around 10.30 am , we arrived IPOH ! then we straight away ride another bus to jusco ... the bus was terrible ... when u sitting on the seat , u can feel it like the massage chair ... OSIM ... vibrate ur butt and leg ... then u will need to buy ticket from a woman ... well , she just look so .... auntie =.=" when she wan to go to toilet then she asked the bus driver to stop the bus ... then she go toilet while whole bus passenger is waiting for her .... around 5 min , she is bck with pants that wear not properly ... we actually can see the type of her underwear ... Allen felt so gross while i felt wanna vomit ... she just soooo dirty and disgusting ....
Then , finally we arrived Jusco ~ the first thing is .. TOILET ~ set our messy hair and make up ... after that , we went to food and tea to have our brunch ... well , i think i order the wrong food and it taste really bad ... after that , we went to take big head photo "again" ... the elevator is under mainteance ... so we have to walk and im walking with high heels o ~ then when we went up, we go look for the big head photo machine and after we decided to choose which machine , then the staff have no small change ... so sweat ! then i go and take a look got wat new movie... after hesitate for 10 mins then decide go shopping first ... lol ~ we went to padini concept store and tried many shirts ... actually both of us stuck into the fitting room just wanna took photo ~ ahahah ... we took many photo for different shirts ... we spent around 1 hours playing in the fitting room ... aduh ... pity sales girl need to keep on fold bck those unwanted shirts ... Allen keep on say try la nvm de .... ahhh and once i tried , i felt like wanted to buy all of it ... sigh ~ no $$ ~ skipping class to ipoh , i tot i wont meet any friends of mine ... however , i met sin yee and ashley ~ they were so suprised to see me especially sin yee ... i can hear she calling my name from the entrance of nose ... lol ~ then i met ashley at food court .... after having our lunch , we go to take big head photo ... i think the staff can recognize us already ... coz whenever we go ipoh , we will take big head photo ... ^^ however , i think this time big head photo not very nice ... and the most pity is we didnt have more time to select photo and the machine decided with 3 photos only ... wuwuwu ... wasted ! then we edit our photos for 20 minutes , im enjoyin the process of edit photo coz it have no time limit ... while Allen edited it quite fast... If you saw our photos , u will found out stars and blink blink ~ because we edited till so BLINK ~
Okay its time to bck , we hestitate to sit taxi or bus for 20 minutes again ... ahaha ... finally i decided to sit taxi ... the taxi driver told us the nearest bus stop much cheaper than the old town bus station , and ask us to go there wait for us ... every 15 mins there will be a bus go bck kampar pass there... okayyyy we believed him ~~ on they way , he never stop talking... keep on say now taxi price ... and even say till those nephropathy patients mostly died and he couldnt have so many salaries... =.=" He stopped us at a dunno where bus stop where many ppl sitting and standing there ... those gelimans , aunties , uncles and lalas ~ aduhai ... dunno what to say ... we waited for the bus for like half an hour ... and we realise that we should paid more 3 ringgit to the old town bus station and we would nt have to stand at there and wait for bus ~ this is the first time and also the last time for me to waited at this dunno where bus stop ... and i wont believe these taxi driver anymore ... Finally , the bus came and thank god it is equipped with air - con ! hohoho ~ we slept for the whole journey after we have our herbal eggs ~ THEN ... we ride taxi bck to our house area .... the taxi driver once AGAIN ... is a uncle with unstoppable mouth ~ talk so many GRANDFATHER STORIES ! aduhai ... it felt like an hour history class ...

This is so far for today's events ... for more detailed , u may contact me ~ LOL ~
Lesson Of A Day - What you paid is what you get ...





Love My Friends Always

Sunday, August 24, 2008

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friends friends
rubbish rubbish rubbish rubbish rubbish rubbish
why why why why why why why why why why why why why why
speechless speechless speechless speechless speechless speechless
dying dying dying dying dying dying dying dying
hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate
sob sob sob sob sob sob
going insane ~
Sue !
Feeling moody & don't know what to write ...
I hate it so much ! Why does it happened again ?

Frustrating ...

Friday, August 22, 2008

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FRIENDS FRIENDS FRIENDS !
why couldnt u guys think about it ? why u all being so sensitive ? why should i be the one to take the first step ? cant u stop comparing my friends ?
i am very tired ! both group of u 2 is totally different .... for u guys , u guys always want me to take the first move to ask u guys out , while them is the one always ask me go out ... whenever im bck , they will be the first to look for me and call me ... even sometimes i couldn go bck hometown , they will try to help me or fetch me bck even very late ...
u guys always think that i've changed ... yes , i've became more mature but not changed into someone who forget all of u ... i dunno why .... why am i the one always wrong... i hate it when i trying so badly to maintain this friendship and you guys will only keep on complain me ... im sooo tired ...everytime this matter happened , i couldnt sleep well ... i dun even know what the heck im wrong ... why ?
i hate it when u guys said things i never do , whenever i tell u the reason , and u will never accept ... tolerance ! yes this the point ... u said i never tolerate u guys ... issit it true ? u guys cant know a thing or two ... i had been trying so hard to maintain this friendship and i am very tired now ... *sobs *

Once in a lifetime - Durian ~

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

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The Rubbish ~
Whats left on the durian ha ? Somemore say share !


Muahahaha ~ this is what he do when ppl pass by ~

Delicious Durian aa ~


Yesterday , we went Tesco and bought many things ~ the most important is DURIAN ... Allen and i bought it ... it was D24 durian !! its not ordinary durian oooo ~ i planned to eat at nearby playground because Jonathan dislike the smell of it ... however when we walk down , we saw a geliman staring at us ... we know that recently have many "rompak" and "rogol" cases , so we didnt bring our hp , wallet and jewelleries , the things we brought was tissue , water and most important - DURIAN ! hahaha ... the geliman stare at us and we so scare that they might "rompak" our durian ~~ hahahaha ... Allen so scared that he might get rape by the geliman and keep on look at behind ... when we arrived the playground , its just look simply so ' HORRIBLE ' so we decided to go westlake ... okayyy , lets imagine we walk to westlake with very "cincai" attire and bring along DURIAN and WATER BOTTLE ... sounds like we are going to picnic ... hahahaha and it was 8 pm !!
I never try this before .. it is my first time that eat durian sooo secretly and sooo funny ~ i never had a durian in such condition that need to hide and pretend not eating at westlake ~ ! All i know is SUPER FUNNY ! eating durian at westlake was like eating bomb at westlake , scare ppl see what we are eating and scare caught by ppl ~ hahahahaha ~ i dunno how to describe the feeling ... u might choke urself by laughing too much when eating durian while ppl pass by ~ ahhh .. we have to put the whole durian into our mouth or put it bck to the plate and cover with plastic when ppl pass by ... and pretend we are chatting and looking at the moon .... just whenever ppl pass by , we need to pause our action and pretend doing other things ... besides that , we cant speak so that there was no DURIAN smell ~ hahahaha ... yesterday night view was very beautiful ... the moon very round and moonlight very bright ... then i was thinking that ppl enjoying moon cake and looking at moon , but us enjoying DURIAN and looking at moon ~ hahahaha ...

Around 10 pm , then we walked back home with durian smells ! ahahahah ... bet u will never have this experience before ~ hahahaha ! =O









空缺- 伍家辉

Sunday, August 17, 2008

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伍家辉 - 空缺
词:管启源
曲:黄韵仁

当你关上了门离开
这个房间关上了仅有的光线
只剩想念我还感受到温柔的幻觉月亮的背面
写满了我们的细节
我的回忆种满你曾对我说过的预言
开成了一座遗憾的花园
也许一天在挤满行人的那一条街
你才会发现我留下的空缺
没有人能完全填补的空缺
就当作我们不熟练 不够周全
就当作我们追不上 彼此改变
我以为能完美写下句点
时间在后面 遥控了所有的情节幸福需要的磨练
我们都误解成搁浅活在想象的明天
忘了今天未完结
A very nice song ~ ^^

Against All Odds - Westlife feat Mariah Carey

Saturday, August 16, 2008

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How can I just let you walk away
Just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking every breath with you,
Ooh ( =.= ) You’re the only one
Who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me
When all I can do is watch you leave
Cos we’ve shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears
You’re the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now’cos there’s just an empty space
And there’s nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now’cos there’s just an empty space
And you coming back to me
Is against all odds and that’s what I’ve got to face
I wish I could just make you turn around,
Turn around and see me cry
There’s so much I need to say to you,
So many reasons why
You’re the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now’cos there’s just an empty space
And there’s nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
So take a look at me now’cos there’s just an empty space
But to wait for you
Well that’s all I can do and that’s what I’ve got to face
Take a good look at me now’cos I’ll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
That’s the chance I’ve got to take,
Oh... Oh... (=.=)
Just take a look at me now

Kenapa lah ~ ~

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CONSTIPATION !!

hate it hate it hate it !!


Who know im suffering from constipation ... also dunno why the shit dunwan come out even though i swallow so many fruits into my stomach ... grrrrr ~ die liao better la ... told my mom im sick , dunwan eat ... they never believe ... so swt ... why must the pain express on the face, then only know im sick ... im not the one who will express my feelings on my face okie ? KEK SEI ~ ~


Recently , i am getting more interested in motivating and consoling ppl ... ahh , does it relate to psycology ?? i think i can guess what ppl is thinking from their eyes ... im very sensitive with every words and i will analyze it ... however , an exception in love ... very sorry ...i dunno what the heck it that ... i dun understand it ... the heart can change so fast that u dun even have time to take a deep breathe ... kenapa leh ? saya pun tak tahu ... i bet nobody truly understand it too ...


p/s : still constipation - ing T.T




Through The Rain

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Final Exam is around and im really scare now ... i have no clue how to exam for the first time coz its different with mid term test ... i failed my mid term test for econ , and i wan it to pass badly for final exam... the lecturer said it is triple harder than mid term test ... oh god ... i dunno where i should start ... i understand the concept but i dont know how to do it when the question get complicated ... so confused .... they twist the questions and i dunno it belongs to which one ... i must work hard now ...i know i can do it because nothing is impossible in this world ... i need to work hard luh .... everyday study and do revision ... but alot of entertaiment is seducing me lah ~ Tesco just opened this wednesday ... there got k-box and alot of new things for us to explore .... besides that , Edmund and Allen always bring some movies or drama home and we will watch together ... then , die liao lo ... no time to study liao ... the most important is we will chase the drama together ... aiyayayayaya but i know i can control de ( sometimes only =.= ) ~ lalalala ... that Allen still dunno die , still got mood chase drama ~ aduhai even though i oso got involved la =.=" Ed is better sometimes , at least he got do revision unlike me ... however , i cant let myself failed econ ... and i will work hard for it now ( not too late right ? )


Today , finally finished the computer studies debate ..... i dunno which team won the debate coz lecturer didnt mention ... but she seems like rushing to toilet or home ... the open discussion have just started a few minutes and after Ah Mi turn will be either Yee Shyan or my turn to perform ... walao eh ... Just when i started want to shoot our opponent ... she ask us can we end the discussion ? what the * i had prepared lots of point to "shoot" the opposing sides and i believe them oso have lots to say ... hahaha....even though im the first to start the debate but i also need to contribute abit in the open discussion ma ~ aiyerrr ...However ~ Ah Mi really have a great talent in debate .. she speaks it out and loud with confidence ~ she had the vigour that able to attract audience attraction ... she really perform well ~ coo coo cool ~


Just now , we go to Sushi King to "kao tim" our dinner ~ woo hooo ... soo long didn eat sushi d and so long didn spend money so fast d ... hahaha ~ i love wasabi oo ~ but not too much la... one of the sushi which Allen choose wan ... i think is a squid or octopus ... i chew it for around 10 minutes only can swallow it ... it taste nice but need to chew it like chewing gum ... hahahaha ... Jonathan ate fried squid ball , it taste very nice ooo !! freshly fried !! but very expensive... =.=" When i want to pay for the bill , i met one of my primary school friend .... he look exactly the same when in primary school ... haha ... luckily he still can recognize me ~ After that, we walk around the Tesco then go bck luh ~

By a finger's breadth

Thursday, August 14, 2008

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At last , everything settled already .. even though the answer wasnt what i expected ... never mind la.. at least i got an answer and not hanging on the air .... stuck in the middle really suffered and i finally get rid of it ... time wasnt a matter for me but the only matter is the thoughts after 2 years ... or maybe more than 2 years ( i don't know when is the due date ) ...


I really wanted to know the ending ... but i know it is impossible to know ... i couldnt care too much because i know my status ... i couldnt do something that out of range , so i have to abide by the law and behave oneself ... so , i just let it be


But i hope that im not always be the only one to speak ... i have to be initiative is because of the conditon is forcing me to make a move and im suffering and stuck in the middle , i don't know what to do ... however i will not always be initiative and i might get tired someday ...

When will it be ?

Saturday, August 9, 2008

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Beautiful Fireworks Of Beijing Olympic 2008 Opening Ceremony

Last night , i watch olympic opening ceremony .... really amazing !! the effect they performed really WOW ~ i love the part where all ppl make a BIG circle and doing "tai chi" ... tats really amazing ~ then i heard that they have been practising since august of 2003 ~ they really put many effort on 2008 Beijing Olympic ... their team work spirit really impressed me ... im glad that i watch it live even though from Astro =.=" haha ~ i dun think i have another life to watch next olympic again ~

Feeling like the world is getting complicated ... everything seems getting wrong ... i wish world will peace , no crime , no war ~ everyday go out oso scare this and that ... rape case that happened near my house area makes me really worried ~ coz my flat really got many GELIMAN ... i hate the way they stare at me ... i hate when they scan from my head to toes ! whatss wrong with them ? never seen a girl before ?

Guy guy guy really disappointed me ! i really dunno what the heck they thinking ... i am frustrated that i need to guess whatever they thinking ... IM REALLY TIRED ... everyday i need to face reality , when i felt unhappy , i still need to smile to face everyone .... just like what agatha wrote , yeah im smiling, but inside im dying .... who knows ? nobody understands me ... feeling lonely when midnight ~ who will care for me ? nobody .... im wondering when will my "nobody" appear ? and does it last long ? or just another liar that stay temporarily in my heart and will move out at anytime... those unsucessful relationship that happened on my friends really makes me despair and afraid ... what they told me makes me cant believe there is such failure guy that actually living in this world ... its true that one of my friends told me , when ur boyfriend told u he loves me , u have to hesitate is it true and never put 100% trust on them because u will definitely hurt badly when they leave you with any lame reasons or without any reasons.... however u can always trust one people ... that is our parents ! when they say they love you and they mean it ... they will never leave us behind... i agree with it but i argued with my mom this morning ... aduh ~ i dunno whats wrong with her ... the getting older and temper getting worst ... im the only one always tolerate her ... im tired of it ....

i always be the one to tolerate ppl and one of my friends called me , Miss OK ~ coz im ok with anything even though sometimes i disagree ... i dunno how to reject ppl ... i hate lying and giving some lame reasons....if i could help then i will try my best help (except when im moody) , however sometimes feel like used by ppl ... because whenever they need help , i will be there ... when i need help , its hard to get someone to help me ... i really hate lying (except virtuous lie) , once u lie , u need hundreds of reason to cover the lie u made .... its suffered for me ... can't we just be frank ? speak out whats on our mind ... why do we do things we dislike and act like we like it ? why everything u said is different from what u done ? i love black and white because we can see very clearly the difference and i hate grey and im stucked in it now ... is there anyway to get out from there ? it is quite disappointed sometimes when we knew the truth that wasnt we expect for ...

World is realistic , pretty girls always get the benefits while ugly always left behind ... nobody will see the inner side of ugly ... once they seen their appearance and they are not interested in them anymore , who else will look into their inner side ? honestly i very envy all my friends with domestic partner ... they are happy together and they will share their happiness together , when one of it sad , the other will always be there for him or her... when i look at my friends blog ( i think more like love story ) , i can feel their happiness , even though they argue alot , but after argue , they will love each other more ... they really very match ... im happy and glad that my best friend found her ones ... and i hope they will love each other for the rest of their life ...

What the !

Thursday, August 7, 2008

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Yesterday , Rae's car bang by ppl ~ the guy drive so fast at junction !! then bang R's car ... just the bumper crashed ! we though they will pay for our loss... however they refuse to pay us and said it was our fault... apalah ! obviously they drive so fast when turning in just like drifting ! then our kancil zai so kelian ... crashed by their dunno wat car ~ then just now they said wanna settle , then mi, rae, tall man, lalazai, caren, navin , botak and me just go settle with him lo ... we doesnt wan to argue... just wan to settle ... then they refused to admit their wrong ... okloh ~ then he insist to ask the guard to come and settle... then we only know the guard is his friend.. then yesterday he report to the guard... but the report suppose to write by both drivers... however only the guy write the report... then he can write whatever he want loh ! everything seems like our fault ! Then just now Caren soooo geng in argue... hahah then tall man very kek dong ....luckily didn fight ~ phew ... i also got help R say him ~ however he still refuse to admit even though he ask wat guard or supervisor come... later we will settle it at DSS ~ sooo ma fan ~ sigh !

Tonight, my friend will fetch us bck .. but before that, we will go ipoh ..........mcdonald only =.=" my friend loh !! wan see his future gf ~ ! then will be very late when we go bck ~ however i still very excited for it ~ !

p/s : fight for constipation ! yayaya !

Finally ~

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

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i got so much crap to share with !!!!!! ahhh dunno where to start from .... hahahahaha .... now playing webcam with Miacco at Sing Ee's house... ahhh tis is so freshie freshie ... Lalazai at their house oustide now and need Miacco to go down to open door for him... however ~~ ah mi said tat he very ma fan !! so annoying because now she didn wear any B.R.A !! ahahahaha laugh till teeth drop luhh....Just now i downloaded a instrumental songs that i used to love it alot ... i mean it was past ~~ now listen to it reminds me of old memories ~


One happy thing is that ~ finally !! ASSIGNMENTS DONE !!!!! Left next friday , we need to debate with jason group in front of 125+ppl ~ phewwww ~ cold sweat !! it sounds cool right ? im quite excited for it ~ however , im more excited for friday... Allen and Edmund's sister will have their wedding register ... and i will attend ~ phewit ! there will be many couples that are gonna marry ~ so happy to see them ...^^ but the most worry is Allen's family members... im more worry for that ... haiya ~ the most fun part is saturday we will have STEAMBOAT !!!!!!!! sooooooo excited to meet my hometown friends !! MISS THEM SO MUCH !!!!!! ahhh ~


to be continue ~

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